Jungwon's Diary || Jaywon

This boy of mine

"'Thank God'??!??!!" I exclaimed. "You just heard I was about to kill someone, and your first reflex is to be relieved?? Jay, I was about to choke her! If Sunoo hadn't stopped me, who knows what would've happened?!"

I stared at Jay, expecting to see even an ounce of fear or disgust for my action. But he just stared back, as neutral as ever, looking at me like I just spoke an unknown language, and said:

"Well...," he thought for a sec. "You were trying to kill her for me, so..."

WHAAAAT?

Are you telling me that I was panicking for no reason? Thinking the love of my life hated me, when he just completely misunderstood the situation???

Is he saying it's ok to be this jealous? For real??

But let me stop screaming internally for a second. Jay had just took my hand.

He squeezed it gently and took it to his lips. Let me tell you my brain functions immediately stopped functioning.

"So, Jungwon. You're not infatuated with Jiji, or anyone else other than me?" he whispered.

"O-of course not."

"You won't break up with me right?"

"NO!" I screamed.

There, he kissed my hand, and whispered again, fleeing my gaze:

"Thank God."

And I think I saw his eyes water.