Jungwon's Diary || Jaywon

Insane

"Jay! Jay, talk to me! What happened?"

After the kiss, my heart was beating against my eardrums and my head was on the verge of exploding. But as I was ready to completely melt on Jay's floor, my fluster was turned into panic.

Jay had jumped away from me, had taken his head in his hands and was now curled up in the corner of his room.

"You're crazy..." he muttered.

"Jay, I can't hear you."

I heard my voice tremble. What had I done again?

He finally raised his head and looked me in the eyes, saying:

"Are you trying to kill me!?" I stared at him with incomprehension. "Y-you should have warned me! You should have told me you were going to use your tongue!"

The fact that he would describe it aloud sent all my blood up to my head. I lost my speaking abilities and put a hand on my mouth. I stuttered:

"I-I'm sorry, was it bad?"

"BAD!? On the contrary! I thought I'd loose my mind!" He grabbed my waist and pulled me against him. "I was just surprised. You're playing with my heart again."

"Stop lying, you're used to this kind of things," I said, lowering my eyes.

He put his hand on his face and said:

"I told you a thousand time. It's not the same with you. You just make me crazy..."

I blushed and finally looked at him, before putting a peck against his cheek.

No nosebleed this time, but I think he did his best not to react too strongly.

I think he really likes me a lot.