Trust Issues (Under editing)

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DEVRON Pov

Despite the fact that Amina was responsible for killing my mom, I still had love for her, fuck it I was in love with her. I know that my father was trying to kill her but I couldn't let him do that. For the past couple of weeks I just been depressed.

My crew dont fucks with me anymore, they all are still upset with me and how I treated Amina. I was upset with my self and if my mother was alive she would be upset herself. After taking some time out for myself I realized that I was being selfish to Amina.

I betrayed her trust out of built up anger for something that my family caused. When I thought about Amina is really not at fault for my mothers death. I mean she help contribute to it she didn't know she killed her tho, my father caused Amina to reach her breaking point. I mean she had to do what she had to, to survive I mean she was taken from her home and was starved,raped and beaten we all have our points were we get desperate and do whatever we need.

I feel like completely shit and all I want to do was hold Amina and make love to her. I posted a picture if us on Instagram hoping that she would see it. Hopefully at school tomorrow she will talk to me.

I woke up the next morning and turned my alarm off, I didnt really sleep well last night. The dream I had was just terrible. In the dream Amina kept telling me she hate me before she shoots me. I got in the shower and did my hygiene. I put on some sweats, black t shirt and a hoodie something basic.

I got to school and saw the crew in the front around Ryan's car chilling. I walked up to them and they all stopped talking when they noticed me.

"Wassup" I said to them, nobody spoke to me. Damn its like that.

"Wassup" Ryan finally spoke up.

"I'm trying to get Amina back" I told him.

"There she go" he said pointing to her behind me.

I turned around and was blown away, to say she was fine would be a understatement. She looked bad as fuck. Amina wore these tight leather leggings that made her thighs look sexy, making me wonder how her ass look, she had on this leather bra like crop top with studs on it. Her hair was bone straight with a black bandana. Her lips looked suckable as the red lipstick made them pop.

She walked right passed us like she didn't see us. Well damn. She didn't even speak to Bree.

I caught up to her by her locker and trapped her between me and the locker.

"What the hell do you want?" She asked with venom in her voice.

"To start over, look Amina imma be completely honest with you.... I never felt this way about a girl before but you do something to me, the other see I was just in a bad place and I let the anger I had speak for me I didnt mean the things I said, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me and try deep down in you to trust me again and I promise you I will not ever fuck up again give me one last chance please" I told being completely honest, I was over the whole matter what happened in the past didnt matter now. I know that I want to be with her, I can see a future with her.

"I forgive and I will give you one last chance" she said with a smile that kind of made me nerves.

"Really?" I asked excited I thought it would be harder than that. She nodded her head before saying

"I will give you one last chance... To leave me the fuck alone before I kill you where you stand. I told you don't ever talk to me again fuck you thought this was fuck boy" she said pushing me out the way, walking off laughing leave me here dumb founded.

I'm low-key salty as hell.

Amina Pov

Lmao, he really thought I was about to give his ass a second chance. He thought so fucking  wrong. I had to leave his ass on stupid, it was only right.

Anyways, I knew I was killing all these hoes today. I had to show out today my birthday us coming up and i need to focus on me, myself and I. Plus I need yo continue my training for when this nigga come take me out.

And when I said take me out I don't mean no date, I was told that I had a hit out on my head and I'm preparing my self for this nigga who think they can get rid of me.

As of right now I'm doing me, I know I have been distant from the crew but I had to get myself together before I be around people. The whole time I stay to my self I made a few changes about myself, not just a change in my appearance but my personality too.

Beware, there's a new BITCH in town