Trust Issues (Under editing)

At the Club

Mina cont....

After handing ol dude the gum I continued to make my way to the bar. Shit I deserved a drink with all bull shit I gotta deal with. I may be quiet but I don't play that shit, if you gone step to me then come correct. The whole club scene ain't me, its more Breann thing but I needed to get out of the house. I needed to clear my mind and get my mind off of all bullshit that had happened recently.

I took a seat at the bar and flagged down the bartender. He looked me up and down with just in his eyes licking his lips thirstily. I rolled my eyes as he walked my way. I swear every where I go there is always some thirsty ass nigga there always wanting something from me. I mean all theses hoes out here and you wanna bother me.

"What can I get for you ma" he asked. Big turn off right there, I hate the when a nigga calls me ma. I didn't have sex with your father and pushed you out my vagina so don't call me ma, Mama or anything within those lines unless your my child. But Since he wanna act thirsty I  might as well get a free drink off of him.

"Can I get a peach vodka on ice please with a little bit of sprite" I asked while biting my lip and batting my eyes at him.

"Sure thing sexy, I gotcha" he said fixing my drink, I mentally rolled my eyes at this wack nigga.

"Thanks" I said once he placed it in front of me. I reached inside my clutch to pay for it but he grabbed my hand stopping me.

"Nah, ma ita on the house.... If you give me your number" he said licking his lips. Serious this dude need some chapstick I swear if he lick them one more time then hoes gone bleed.

I wrote down the number to a water company  and handing it to him before getting up to leave."  Make sure you use that number" I said winking at him before walking off.

"oh I most certainly will" I heard him say. What a dumb ass.

I went back to V.I.P to find Breeann. I sat down next to her and told her about what had happened.

"Really, oh my girl" she said laughing after I told her what happened. "You didn't give that boy no gum" she said laughing "and then give the other one a number to a water company, girl I jut can't with you" she said in tears now. I laughed lowly as I sipped on my drank.

"Call me a bitch but hey I don't fuck with no lames" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Oh shut up you don't fuck with no boys at all" She said hitting me with a straight face. Damn its like that now.

"Yes I do I just don't trust them after what happened with Samir." I tell her reminding her of my ex.

"Mina, you gotta stop letting that nigga control your life I know he completely fucked up your trust in men but that's in the past not everyone is like him." She told me getting serious.

I nodded my head agreeing with her. I get what she saying but I just don't want to end up hurt and alone again. My life is filled with enough loneliness there is. My parents barely realized that they have a child, I'm the only child, I don't know who my grandparents are and I have only one friend because I don't trust anyone.

I pushed all thoughts out of my head as I bobbed my head to the beat the song playing. As if on que one of my favorite songs came on me and Breeann looked at each other and smiled. I downed the rest of my drink and stood up grabbing her hand heading to the dance floor.

Shoulders sideways, smack it, smack it in the air

Legs movin' side to side, smack it in the air

Legs movin' side to side, smack you in the air

Shoulders sideways, smack it, smack it in the air