Mistakes

Must i miss you?

After we finished our food we walked to the mall down the Corner to meet up with some of Niall's other band mates. As we were walking I noticed Liam staring at cam the whole time and felt niall staring at me to but I just tried to avoid it... I mean we never really broke up I just stopped talking to him after cam went missing.... Like I tend to do that I never really say stuff to people when I am either mad,sad or just when it's awkward around them...... I just shut them out basically and it's not good. I lost a lot of people in my life from doing that......

I really missed niall and I missed holding his hand I missed his little kisses we used to give me when I was sad.......

As we were walking I decided to pull my phone out and text niall....

Nicole: niall I need to tell you something...

I looked over at niall to see if he had looked at his phone yet. then I saw him pull out his phone and give me a confused look then replied.

The person I miss: yea what is it Nicky?

I look over at niall and he just looked at me with his big blue eyes...

Nicole: well...... I just want to tell you sorry for you know.... not talking to you for so long after cam went missing. I MISS YOU!

After I sent that regrets went threw my head. all I wanted right thin and there was to not have niall read that message. I looked over to niall but he was on his phone already I'm guessing we was replying....

The person I miss: OMG! Are you serious??? I miss you Sooo much I don't even know what to tell you I know that you stopped talking to me for a reason I knew it was all my fault and its ok....... I just miss you now....

(Hey guys!! I want to change it up a little and make it Niall's P.O.V right now hhaha)

Niall's P.O.V..

When I read Nicole's text my heart was beating so hard I didn't know what to do or what to say. the whole time I was here in Washington I kept thinking what it would be like to be with her again.

Thoughts rushed threw my mind about nicole and my love for her.
Then my phone buzzed my heart skipped a beat. But it was just Twitter. then next thing I new was that I got a message from nicole

Forever secret love: Ni...... you know we won't be able to do this I mean look at cam she is obviously upset to see us I mean...... it was our fault we can't possibly get together again.... And we especially can't do it in privet either....

She was right but she still broke my heart when she said that no matter how much she was right It was bound for us to be together for gods sake she just "accidentally" met up with me at the airport and "accidentally" met up with me here... IT WAS FATE!!!

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