My life

Than Came 4th Grade

He was the quite and sensitive kid that had like 2 friends close friends. I was one of them. It was fun playing tag with him and stuff. But than came 4th grade. He didn't talk to me for a few weeks cuz we haven't seen each other in 2 months. Than he started playing tag and stuff like that with me again. But than he made new friends and had a group. We're I only had my ex BFF's and 2 fake friends. He stoped talking to me after December of 2019 and I still remember the same exact word he said to me that day. And I'm a very forgetful person. That's how much I liked him. But I don't wanna talk about him anymore. He's a jerk and has his own life. Plus he was in a different class than me so yea. Anyway so my ex best friend was always into boys that she's met on Roblox (look it up if u don't know what that is). I thought it was stupid and stuff cuz I was an innocent child. She had Instagram, Snapchat, tiktok etc. She was growing up to fast. I felt like an eight year old being friends with a 15 year old. So I tried being like her. But obviously it didn't work cuz of my parents. I never get jealous but if I do I don't know that I am. We were so different from each other. She was pretty I was regular. She knows Spanish I don't even tho I'm Spanish. She was skinny I wasn't. We were like that Taylor Swift song, " she where's short skirts, I were t shirts.". LITERALLY THE SAME THING! Except I was more out going than her. She was shy. I was shy too but not like her. She was everything I wish I was. Sometimes I wish she wouldn't blame everything on her online friends tho. It was all about her. How she felt. Her. Her. HER. I've always been the mom friend that would make sure that my friends won't hurt themselves doing stupid stuff. But she was clam so didn't have to worry about her. Besides her feelings. I was probably the best friendship she ever had.