No Authority [Alexis McMahon]

[25]- One Two Many Strikes

//Alex//
Smackdown:

Tonight I am going to take Seth's word. Talk to Dolph about the whole situation, figure it out. I know for a fact that I didn't ditch Dolph. And I did mess up his title shot but I do want to make things right.

Find out exactly why he thinks that. Time to face the music, undying embarrassment and completely confusion.

I take a breath as I stood in the Divas lockeroom.

The door opened and I see Nikki coming up to me. As I look at her her hand whips to me face slapping me. What the fuck man!

"You! you hurt my sister, what you did last week now she can't face AJ at battleground, I guess you did that for yourself didn't you." She spat I my face.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I glare at her holding my reddened cheek.

"You did that so you could take her place, so you could have a title match, you could have that top spot."

"You know we have worked for so long, and hard and you walk in here and try to take it." She accuses scoffing at me. What the hell Nikki? Why would I do that at all. With the hot water I'm in with my mom of course I wasn't gonna get a title shot any time soon and i just started i gotta prove myself first.

"I thought i could trust you, that maybe you'd see that Brie was worried about Daniel, him getting hurt every week by those guys i thought you could be the bigger person. But you're not, you're a child, you don't belong here in the WWE I should've kept my guard up, I should've seen that you were just gonna screw all of us over." She hissed at me. 

Listen okay i get that she is angry about what happened with me, and the spear, but I didn't think it would take her out or anything, hell my shoulder is bruised but you don't see me whining. How was i supposed to know about Daniel and everything, how the bloody hell am i supposed to tell how she's feeling I'm not a damn physic. And saying i don't belong here, I was literally born into this, I love this the drive of wrestling the purity, the high its like a drug that never has withdrawal. When I'm in that ring I'm high, I'm high all the time off the fans energy the adrenaline. And out of all the divas in WWE I don't belong here. Seriously.

"You know, last week when you told Brie that you were better than her, you practically boasted about being above her. And that is when i saw it, we all saw it, you were changing, you are changing and not for the better for the worse. You're becoming one of them, a shield hound.  And for what? A few weeks before you were all about, helping the divas, you made contributions that helped us and now that you're the center of attention and the master piece, the new toy, while we all get kicked to the curb. You let your ego. Your pride. The fans cheering for you get in the way of who you are. But I hope your happy for yourself I really do." With that she left me standing there.

I felt the rage building inside me. The anger on my chest and my heart pumping at a fast pace. I'm the center of attention, I'm the master piece. Since fucking when! Sure I've made contributions to make the divas devison look better. What at what cost, oh yeah myself. My body. I did that! I stood up to grown ass men and demanded respect from each and everyone of them. I'm demanding my respect from my parents and I'm an ego maniac for that. I'm the master piece for that! Funny how they switch on you just because you're forced to switch sides.

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. I really don't have any time for this i have to find, Dolph and figure this whole thing out.

I walked down the hallway thinking about everything she had said. I understood her slapping me cause her sister got hurt, but I was defending myself in a match, I'm not gonna like down and let someone walk over me. And I told her i was the best. Damn right I think I'm the best, and I'm gonna prove, everytime I go to the ring I intend on proving it, I want to prove them wrong, I will prove that I am the best, I will not stop until everyone knows it.