realities. (bakugou x reader)

part 11

bakugou's pov

"is she going to make it?" i asked.

my ears were ringing. i couldn't stop looking at y/n. she was unconscious, and her pulse was really weak before she got in the ambulance. 

"she's lost a lot of blood. it'll be hard to tell until she gets in the hospital." the nurse that gave her an oxygen mask said. 

"no. this is your job. you need to give me answers damnit." i protested. she couldn't die now. not because of me. not because i wasn't strong enough to do anything. 

a nurse working on her wounds piped up. "my quirk is kind of like x-ray vision, it lets me kind of see through bodies and see what's wrong with them. it's looking like l/n has a severe amount of internal bleeding. but I can't tell how long she's been bleeding like this for. her chances of survival depend on that."

"y/n. she hates her last name." I started. if she was going to die she should at least be called by what she wants.

"and she got that wound about an hour ago. will she make it?" i asked again.

was it possible it's been longer? im pretty sure it's only been an hour.

"well then she might make it. with this kind of internal bleeding, the majority of people like her only have about 2 hours before they bleed out. we have an hour to stop the bleeding but she will probably need surgery." she responded. 

they got to the hospital as fast as they could and she immediately went into surgery. they wouldn't let me in the room. stupid.

i watched the news. allmight's hero form had disappeared? he wasn't looking so good. but he's allmight- he'll be fine right?

i watched as he gave the final blow. he couldn't go back into his hero form. was this it for allmight?

he turned toward the camera that i was watching and said, "it's your turn." 

most people didn't know what that meant. i did though. allmight had come to an end. and now it was deku's responsibility to replace him. but like hell if he will. i'll be number one. 

god. how can i be number one if i can't even save one girl?  

i was sitting with my head between my knees, still listening to the news. why? why did this have to happen? and it's all because of me. i got caught by the fucking league of villains and allmight had to wear out his quirk and step down as number one ALL BECAUSE OF ME. i'm so fucking weak. how did i let this happen?

a nurse came in looking around. "bakugou katsuki?" she said.

i looked up and then stood up and walked over to her quickly. "did y/n make it?" i asked. was i too late? 

she took a deep breath, and then smiled. "yes. she is stable but unconscious. she has some minor head injuries, friction burns where she was tied up, and some burns and the cuts." she said, letting me take in that information before continuing.

if I ever see that bastard again ill blow his damn head off.

"we managed to stop the internal bleeding just in time. she's a trooper. since you're the only one here for her i'll let you see her. she's in room 323." she finally said. 

i felt a huge relief. i know that there are people here with healing quirks but i was still...worried.

"thank you." i said and headed to the room she was in. 

when i got there i opened the door slowly and quietly walked in. i grabbed a chair and scooted it closer to her bed and sat down. she looked so pale and sad. she was covered in bandages. and her hair- it was so short, but somehow it still framed her face nicely. i sat there for a while, making sure she was okay.