Black And White (N.H.)

Part 11

WARNING: MAY TRIGGER SOME, MENTION OF EATING DISORDER.

~(Y/N)'s POV~

I slowly look at my phone and click on Niall's contact to see his message back. I read 'Thank god, I haven't been able to sleep all night! I am coming over right now, I will be five minutes!' I don't respond because I get out of bed so fast and quickly get changed for Niall coming over.

About 5 minutes later I hear someone running up the stairs and open my bedroom door. As soon as I see it was Niall, I don't let him even speak before I start speaking. "I am so sorry Niall, please forgive me." I apologise.

"Forgive you?!" He says, my heart skips a beat. "I am the one that should be sorry, and I am so I hope you forgive me? I shouldn't have let that girl near me in the first place." He tells me looking down.

I forgive you Niall! I just don't know what the hell I would do without you! I think I would just-" before I could finish speaking I feel strong, warm lips on mine. He raps his arms around my waist and holds me tightly as out lips mould together perfectly.

If I am honest I have completely lost track of time so I have no idea how long we had been like this for...
When we both pull away, we are both sat on my bed in each other's arms and Niall leans towards my ear to whisper something to me. "I love you so much, babe." He whispers slowly.

"Babe huh? I guess we are back to normal then?" Niall looks worried for a second and then nods at me while smiling. "I love you too." I tell him.

"Thank god I have got you back." He says to me, smirking. I reach up to him and kiss his cheek lightly before he speaks again. "Do you want to come over to mine today?"

"Definitely." I tell him, resting my head gently on his chest.

"Okay let's go, princess." He takes my hand and we walk downstairs being careful not to wake anyone up. I don't bother to tell my brother, Louis because he is probably still asleep. I mean if he wasn't he would have already known that Niall was here with his 6th sense, being a protective brother.

When we get to Niall's house, we just chill out all day, watching movies, cuddling, stealing kisses, you know what I mean. As it gets later, Niall starts to get hungry (as always).

"Baby? Can we please get Nando's? I am sooooo hungry!!" He says, cuddling closer to me.

"Sure, Ni." He kisses my head and he opens his phone and starts to place an order for Nando's.

About 25 minutes later the Nando's is here so Niall gets up and gets it from the door. He takes it into the kitchen and calls me. "(Y/N)?!" He calls. "Do you want some, babe?" He asks me.

"Urm, no I am not hungry, but thanks Ni." I say back. Once he has got all the Nando's he wants from the delivery, he comes and sits back down next to me. I quickly kiss his cheek and stand up to go to the bathroom. When I shut the bathroom door behind me, I lock it and go to the weighing scales. Once I had stepped on, I look down at what it reads and sighs. I am not skinny enough. I say to myself over and over again. I hate it that dating someone famous, and having a famous brother makes me be around all these beautiful, pretty, skinny models 24/7 and I get compared to them. So I have decided not to eat. When I am done looking at myself on the mirror, I unlock the bathroom door and sit back down next to Niall.

When he has finished his food, we carry on cuddling watching a movie. My stomach rumbles quite loudly and unfortunately Niall hears it. "Babe?" You sigh, knowing what he is about to say. "Maybe you should eat something, I know you are hungry. What have you eaten today?" He asks me. I look down and don't say anything, which gives him your answer. "Why aren't you eating?" He asks me, moving away from me so he can look at me.

"Because I am not skinny enough, Niall!!" I practically yell at him. He looks at me shocked by my reply.

"Are you serious right now?" He asks me, not believing it. "You are so perfect (Y/N). I wouldn't want you to be any bigger or smaller! You are absolutely beautiful, and I never what you to change. I love you so much (Y/N)! Now let's go get you some food from the kitchen." He tells me.

As I start to tear up, he takes my hand and we both go to the kitchen. He gets the Nando's and gives it to me. "Thank you, I love you." I tell him while he sits down next to me.

He carry's on sitting next to me while I finish my food. When I finish, he raps his arms around me, pulling me into a tight hug. "Thank you, please never do this again. Promise?" He says.

"Okay, I promise." I say back, putting my head in his neck. He reaches into his pocket and brings out something.

"These are promise rings, I have got one for you and one for me." He tells me. "We can both wear them, so we make a promise to each other that no matter what, we will always tell the truth and keep promises!" Niall says, smiling at me.

"I love them!" I say back. He takes my hand and puts my ring on and then puts his on.

"I love you. Do you want to spend the night here because it is already quite late?" He asks me.

"Yeah, I would love to stay over, Ni." I tell him.

"Okay, you should probably call Louis and tell him that you are staying over." He says. I nod and walk back into the kitchen, starting to call Louis.

When he picks up he starts screaming so I slowly move the phone away from my ear, still being able to hear him. "Omg, (Y/N)!! Where the hell are you?!" He yells through the phone.

"Oh hi Lou, it's nice to talk to you too!" I say back sarcastically.

"Fine, Hi (Y/N) where have you been?" He says back annoyed.

"I have been at Niall's house and I am gonna sleep over." I tell him.

"No your not gonna fucking sleep over at Niall's when its just you two!" He shouts back at me.

"What the hell! Why not!" I yell.

"Because I don't trust either of you by yourselves!" He says.

"We probably won't do anything bad Lou! And I have literally slept over here before!" I argue.

"Probably isn't a good enough answer. I am coming over right now." He says back as he hangs up.

Niall walks into the room because I was screaming. "What's wrong babe?" He asks.

"Louis is mad that I want to stay over, so he said that he is coming over right now and then he hung up before I could say anything else."

"Oh god, well its okay, I am sure I can persuade him to let you stay! But he sounded angry though so hopefully he doesn't get mad at me." Niall says back.

About 3 minutes later Louis storms through the door. "NIALLLLL!" He shouts into the house.

"LOUIS!" Niall shouts back. "Chill out! We are here! What the hell do you want it's like 11pm now."

"Really Niall?" Louis says looking annoyed. "You're gonna let her stay over? I thought you were smarter than this? No?"

"It's not any different from when I slept over at yours." Niall argues back.

"But you are alone this time! I was in the house when you slept over! Not this time I am not!" He shouts. "If your really want her to sleep over, then you have to let me sleep here to so I know what you two are up to."

"Why the fuck do you have to be like this!" I yell, storming out of the house and going to sit in Niall's car, while crying.

"Look what you have done now, Louis!" I hear Niall yell behind me.

Niall walks out of the house after me and sees me in the car with Louis right behind him. "Are you serious (Y/N)! You are acting like a 5 year old!" Louis shouts before he goes back into the house. Niall opens the other side of the car and he gets in.

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