Boy of my dreams {Seroroki high school au}

why me

AN/ I haven't written in a while and I'm feeling kinda sad so waht am I gonna so write some ✨Angst✨ I am sorry in advance :/

Sero POV

As soon as I saw he saw the text there was a knock at the door,I run down the stairs to see Mia already opened the door "Hanta,you have to tell me when you invite your boyfriend over" she teased "Shut up my gods" I groan while rolling my eyes

Shoto had a slight smile on his face and my heart melts, his smile is amazing I wish I could look at it al day. "Alrighty, I've gotta get to work so you guys have fun" Mia interrupts about to leave "not too much though,use a condom"

Shoto's eyes widen and his face goes red and he hides his face with his hand as he walks inside "I- MIA!" I hear her laughing on the other side of the door.I'm so done with her. "I'm so sorry,she's the worst" I say

"Its-its fine" he says looking any were but me

His face was bright red and he had an awkward smile on his face. I tried to make conversation with him but it was hard since we was so flustered and stuttered every time he spoke

We've been hanging out for like an hour ,hes still bright red and cant look me in the eyes "Are you ok?" He jumps at the question "Uh y-yeah" he stutters "W-why"

"You're really red and you cant even look at me or talk without stuttering" he finally looks at me and his face gets more red and his eyes dart to the floor.

"Did I do something wrong?" I ask "No!" He yells lifting his head "I-I mean no you didn't do anything wrong" he says playing with his fingers avoiding my eyes again "Then why can't you look at me?" "I-um you uh I-I dont know" he keeps stuttering

"I'm sorry" I say looking at the floor "Why?" He says finally looking up "I had to have done somthing wrong so I'm sorry"

Shoto POV

"I must have done somthing wrong so I'm sorry" Oh my god Hanta you're actually a fucking idiot "You did nothing wrong I dont know what's going on but it's not you" all of that was I lie,I do know what's wrong. I've come to a conclusion

I'm in love with hanta

Hes perfect everything about him is perfect he has not one flaw he's beautiful. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, I want to hug him,kiss him,cuddle him. I want to do all of that stuff with him I just cant tell him because he dosnt want to do it with me and it breaks my heart but I don't want to push him to want to do that stuff with me.

"Are you sure?" He ask looking up at me. Oh god his eyes they're so pretty I want to stare into them all day "Yes I'm sure" I said trying to keep eye contact with him. His eyes are hypnotizing. They are like the ocean beautiful,dark,and dangerous. If you're there to long you'll get stuck.

I snap out of my thoughts when I realise how close our faces are,if I move any closer our lips would touch. I see Hanta's eyes look at my lips then back at my eyes in a split second. His eyes were filled with want,he wanted something and I wanted it too.

He takes a deep breath then moves

Just not the direction I wanted him to, he moved away.

My heart broke

Maybe he doesn't like me back

I feel tears forming in my eyes l. I'm trying to fight them but they just start to flow I grab my coat and get up

"Where are you going?" Sero asks looking up from the floor "Home" I say harshly as I leave his room I hear him following not far behind

"Wait why?" "You know why" my voice cracks and tears started falling out of my eyes like rain drops

" 'Roki-" he says reaching for my had but I swat his away

"Shut up" I say the hurt I'm my voice was very noticeable "Don't call me that, you sont get to call me that after what you just did"

His eye are filled with confusion and hurt he looks like hes on the verge of tears "What did I do? Please tell me so i can fix it, Shoto please" his eyes started to water.

Good

"You cant fix it" I say walking out the door as soon as it closes behind me my tears start flowing more harshly.

Why me?

There are 7 billion hears in the world and sero chose to break mine I walk home trying to stop crying before my father sees me. He says crying is weak and I cant be weak

I walk in the house and fuyumi was on the couch watching TV "Hey show how was-" she look over and stops mid sentence and gets up and walks over

"oh my gosh Sho' are you ok? What's wrong?" She moves my bangs out of my face and looks me in the eyes the tears flow harder an I choke out a sob and cover my eyes "I-I" I cant even form a sentence, my eyes hurt , my body feels weak. Fuyumi wraps her arms around me and runs my back "Hey,hey,hey it's ok I'm here Sho' you don't have to tell me anything" my arm eventually wrap around her as I continue sobbing into her shoulder

Sero POV

He left

He left me all alone

I fucked up. As soon as the door closed my body collapsed onto the floor and I start to cry

Why me?

There are 7 billion people on this god forsaken earth and I had to be the one to lose the most perfect boy ever

The boy of my dreams

Gone

I continued to cry on my living room floor. I choked out a sob and my crying soon turned to sobbing. I couldn't breath my throat was killing me it hurt so bad. That's what I get. I deserve this pain. I hurt him

This is what I deserve

My body hurts,my heart hurts,my lungs hurt,everything hurts. I deserve evry ounce of pain I'm resiving and more.

I really fucked up

9:45

The door opens an I'm still on the floor of the living room "Hanta I'm home" Mia yells "You better have used a condom" she jokes

Ouch

She turns on the light and gasps when she's sees me on the floor"Oh my God Hanta, What happened?" She drops to the floor next to me, her movements panicked and frantic "I-" I choke out a sob "Its ok,its ok" she says stroking her hand through my hair "I'm here Han'" she says there hugging me until I calmed down

I'm sorry shoto

AN/ this book was a little too fluffy so my solution angst

I'm sorry

Every story needs at least some angst ok

I wrote this at 2 am so let me know if there are any typos

Anyway thanks for reading and until next chapter peace out ✌(◕‿-)✌

-Elmo