Forget the future
to remember a past mistake
Some monster found their way
to an unknown place
I tried to prevent it's escape
but distractions, anxiety
why I was awake
What was I so scared of?
Wouldn't my problems just fade off
I want to pretend nothing ever happened
But then again, some people want to see the end
I guess some just have to get their way
No talent or purpose, just a good pay
I want to be fair but I don't know what to say
Another time my feelings are delayed
Pushed back
Ignored until they finish a laugh
I'm tiring of waiting
to let go a feelings I've been containing
I'm not wasting their time
Yes, I am, they're not wasting mine
They're not busy, why don't I just say it?
Do it, and they'll torture you until you can't take it
