jealous? (Sebastian x Darren)

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Sebs pov:

 "Why did I do that omg" I whispered to myself as I ran out of Darrens room into the kitchen. lucky for me no one was in there because this guy really has me blushing and I don't want anyone to see that,everytime we talk or just see eachother he always flirts with me and I always end up being awkward around him and blushing which is really embarrassing. 

I'm glad that no one has noticed my crush on Darren they all think I'm straight, I thought that too myself but everything changed when I met him,but it's useless to like him nothing could ever happen between us especially since he really wants a girlfriend it's all he ever talks about.

I opened my phone camera to see if the blush had gone but my face was still as red as a tomato...Thanks Darren, but I mean it's my fault too why did I sleep in his bed...

I sat down scrolling through tiktok hopefully it could make me forget about me embarrassing myself and It was working for a while until Darrens video came up on my fyp, it was of him lip syncing the song "I got a man but I want you" and at the end you could see I was hugging him the video got 1m+ likes and there was so many comments thinking we were a couple or shipping us I'm not sure if I was annoyed or happy but I do know I was blushing again "why, why did he have to film that" I complained talking to myself again.

"Film what" Ryan said causing me to drop my phone "dude what the heck when did you get here...you can't just pop up like that it really scared me" i dramatically shouted making him laugh "my bad Bro we just got back and I thought it was weird that you were talking to yourself" 

As he said that the rest of the boys walked in "you were talking to yourself again is everything okay" oli questioned sitting next to me I just nodded smiling 

"So can you show me what video you were talking about" Ryan asked sitting on the oposite side of me "no its just Darren being cringe as always no big deal bro just look at it on your phone"

"are you okay why are you all red and talking so fast...you have a crush on Darren or something" 

"W-what the fuck no definitely not" I stammered trying to convince them but regie who was observing our conversation since he came out of his room laughed really loudly making everyone look at him "I know why he's all red and talking to himself it's Darrens tiktok isn't it" he smirked 

"Well duh i literally just said it was cringey" I laughed nervously 

"no offence but who blushes at a cringey tiktok your just lying man admit it" he said pulling out his phone he walked over to us all and showed us Darrens tiktok the one were im hugging him "that's why he was blushing" 

Everyone laughed and made teasing comments like "ooh everyone is shipping yall" and "oh seb you have a crush on Darren"

"c'mon guys stop now I really don't,I was sleeping how was I supposed to know I was cuddling him" 

"alright alright were just joking calm down you don't need to explain, but by the way where is darren" oli asked as everyone but darren was here "maybe in his room, you want me to wake him up and come down" Justin offered

"No need I'm here" 

really he had to come down right at this time

"oooh seb your lovers here" Kane shouted making Darren make a confused face "the fuck?"

"He's talking about the tiktok" I groaned
"Oooh yeah we got so many likes man" he seemed really happy about that.

"why are you so excited man" Regie laughed "cause now people ship me and seb"

he turned and smiled at me as he said that "that's good right seb?"

oh god not again what did I do to deserve this...it's like they know I have a crush on him or something

everyone's attention was now on me waiting for me to reply.

it was making me really nervous what if they can see that I'm blushing again,what if they find out about my stupid crush on him

"Shut up man no it isn't good it's actually weird just stop" I raised my voice a little

Darren looked kind of hurt by that and I so badly wanted to apologize

"okay okay I don't know why you're getting so worked up about it though it's literally just a joke" Darren mumbled

"Yeah well do it with someone else and leave me alone"
he looked a little hurt by that...

"Okay sorry I will" Darren whispered walking out the kitchen it almost looked like he was about to cry.

(a/n:Sorry if this is bad lol and also sorry for not updating I honestly thought I already posted this aha, have a good day<3 )