jealous? (Sebastian x Darren)

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Darren didn't leave from outside the room until after a while he thought the other would let him back in but he seemed upset so darren left to go back to the room

when darren walked in everyone looked at him like they wanted to know all the details but darren just frowned and went over to regie laying his head on the olders lap,it was obvious he was upset so regie rubbed his hair in a comforting way

"how did it go" Justin asked worried
"I think he's mad at me" darren mumbled
with a frown 

"why what happened" regie asked softly "well we kissed but he pulled away and kicked me out of his room" he was too embarrassed to see their reactions so he put his hands over his eyes

"wait you kissed" oli exclaimed. He was not expecting that "yeah"

"do you realise how much of a big deal this is darren,seb has never kissed anyone before"

"Okay and..." Darren didn't see why he had to bring that up was he trying to make him feel even worser

"and that means he probably likes you back?"

"I don't think that means anything except that he hates me"

"trust me he doesn't hate you...also who kissed first" Ryan asked

"he did we were teasing eachother and then I pulled away and before i knew it he had kissed me"

when hearing darren say this they all cheered which confused darren "why are yall cheering"

regie who was still playing with darren's hair spoke up "well dar it seems like he was waiting to kiss you for so long...if he didn't like you he would've stopped straight away when you kissed him back right? And he kicked you out of his room maybe cause he's embarrassed and thinks you have a whole girlfriend" Darren's face had finally lit up "you're right omg"

everyone laughed at the boy "right so should we go out and get some food because we need an early night for tomorrow" oli asked changing the topic

everyone agreed and they were all about to leave but darren asked "wait what about seb?"

"oh yeah I thought he was already down here will somebody go get him" everyone turned to face darren but he really didn't want to so ran outside to the car making oli sigh "fine I'll go get him ill meet you guys outside"

oli knocked on the door and nobody answered so he knocked again and he heard seb mumble a "go away darren" oli shook his head and knocked again "it's me seb open the door" and not even a few seconds later the door was open quicker than ever

"what?" seb asked in a irritated tone but he also sounded like he'd been crying which made oli concerned so he turned the light on and that's when he noticed seb had been crying

when he saw this he instantly pulled his brother into a hug which made seb cry even more,oli rubbed his back in a comforting way "hey hey what's wrong" he said softly
"I'm a bad person oli why do I have to be so selfish"

oli had a feeling this was about darren,seb hated doing things that were wrong and kissing someone else's boyfriend was definitely wrong he couldn't help but feel so much shame and wanted to apologise to amelia straight away

"No you're not, you can't help the way you feel sebby" seb cried even more "b-but I just kissed someone else's boyfriend and he's my bestfriend aswell how will I ever talk to either of them again?"

Oli sighed he really wanted to tell seb darren and amelia weren't dating but he also felt like it wasn't his place to say

"just tell her then if you really feel bad tell her the truth and I think you would feel a lot better if you were honest with who you like seb...its not good to keep everything bottled inside you can trust us" seb finally pulled away and nodded wiping his tears

oli messed his hair in a playful manner and wrapped his arm around his shoulder "so are you coming with us to get something to eat" oli asked and seb mentally thanked him for changing the topic

"only if you're paying" he smiled at his brother who just sighed but agreed anyway

When they got to the cars darren and seb made eye contact but quickly looked away at the same time,oli who noticed this decided maybe regie and Darren should swap cars so it wouldn't be awkward to which they both agreed

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Whilst eating their food everyone was just talking and joking around with eachother...everyone except for Darren and seb, they both felt so guilty about what happened and was too nervous to talk to eachother.

which surprised the others cause darren was never nervous infront of seb, the rest of them got on with their food while seb was scrolling through tiktok and darren staring at his food not wanting to eat any,anyone that passed could sense the tension between them both
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when they got back everyone went straight to their rooms except ryan,seb and darren

Darren wanted to use this as an opportunity to talk to seb about earlier but as soon as seb saw him coming into the room he dragged ryan into ryan and Justin's room

this made darren want to cry,what if he had just lost seb he couldn't help but think negative stuff about the other hating him and went to bed feeling really guilty

he hoped that maybe they could get a chance to talk about it in the morning or at the party