𝐒 𝐎 𝐌 𝐄 𝐃 𝐀 𝐘 !

A n g e r .

My anger issues are getting worse.

I've been getting so unnecessarily angry for these past few weeks.

I almost fucked up a friendship because of it,

And I'm scared that there's not going to be an "almost" if I fuck up another friendship.

Now that I think about it,

This happens a lot.

My anger just suddenly gets worse, and I have to deal with it every goddamn time.

But then it suddenly vanishes, and I'm "all better and less angry"

God I hate this so much.

I don't want to punch another wall.

I don't want to make my stupid fucking family worry about my bloody knuckles, because they know whats happening, why I'm punching the walls again.

Anger issues runs in the family blood, after all.

And that fucking sucks.