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📷: possible swearing
He dreadfully walked back—
to their shared apartment, although he did not like going back to the place his mind and heart could not sleep needing closure on anything that reminded him of the girl, he couldn't comprehend anything anymore, he was like a walking corpse.
Completely brain dead.
He languidly open the door and he was met with a plethora of memories again, he felt relieved yet pained at the same time.
A call of his name by a familiar voice made him perk up and rush upstairs, the blond haired boy slammed the bedroom door open while panting yet he did not see the owner of the voice, like a whisper in the wind.
Ni-ki's lips quivered as he tried to hold back his tears, he could hear her voice everywhere, every memory they've made in the small apartment they both called home.
He could never stop blaming himself. If he didn't accept the offer would it still happen? he could've prevented it from happening didn't he?
He could've been there for her.
The blonde haired boy trudged his way to y/n's closet opening it, the closet doors made that annoying creek but he didn't care about that right now.
Ni-ki hugged every dress she wore, every shirt until a pile of her clothes formed on their bedroom floor, he didn't give a single fuck about his surroundings all he needed was her comfort, anything that would make him feel alive again.
anything that would make him feel her presence again.
He walked away from the pile and grabbed the black box on the nightstand, dropping the box letting all the contents spill out except one.
Grabbing the familiar pink strawberry designed dress his grip tightened as he saw all the unremovable stains on the dress.
The blonde haired boy let out a sob scrunching the collars of the fabric as he buried his face on the dress.
"I miss you. . .so so so much" he muttered quietly between his sobs.
Ni-ki's broken cries echoed and filled the empty apartment.
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Acak▶nishimura riki x reader ⚘ pahimakas 📬 : what 🚲 used: she/her 📷 : warnings placed on chapters 📼 : - y.s