A aot story.

Sadness

After that day everything changed, you started acting more gloomy, you were rarely speaking to anyone, and you almost never left your room. Everyone was getting worried about you at that point but you didn't care. You always felt an overwhelming feeling of sadness and depression wherever you went. You started to think that every mistake was your fault and that you could have prevented it.

"Y/N open up." Said Mikasa "no.." you said tiredly. "Just open the door Y/N..!" Mikasa said again. "No..I don't want to.." you said gloomily and hid your head under the cover. "Open the door!! It's been 9 days if you barely coming out of your room!! We're all worried Y/N!!!" You groaned at her in disapproval. "That's it Y/N..." Mikasa said "hm..?" You said quietly

Then there was a loud bang, Mikasa kicked down the door "what the hell!?" You said. "Why didn't you let me in.."  Mikasa said. She looked pissed. "Go away!" You yelled at her. "No..I cant, I'm sorry.." she said as she walked towards you and dragged you out of bed. "Gah!!" You yelled at her as she pulled you out of bed "Stop!!" You yelled at her. When she saw you she was shocked. "Oh my god Y/N..." Mikasa said covering her mouth.

"Why would you do this..." she said still covering her mouth. "You...you look like skin and bones..." she said staring at you. "Yea that's the point." You said and then went back into bed. "Y/N!! You need to eat food!!" She yelled at you. "I don't want to!" You yelled back at her. Then Mikasa walked away. A few minutes later she came back in. "What now.." you said. She grabbed you and forced bread into your mouth. "Mmphh!!" You tried to speak but couldn't.

She then forced you to eat it. "What the hell.." you said wiping crumbs off you. "Tsk." You said. And went back to bed. The next day she came in forced you to eat again. Since your stomach had gotten used to not eating you threw up the food both times. "Oh my god Y/N.. how long have you been doing this for your stomach to literally puke up any food.." Mikasa said disappointed.

You didn't say anything. "Leave me alone.." you said and went to bed. Mikasa walked off a few minutes late you heard two pairs of footsteps you thought "great..who did Mikasa bring now.." you sighed. "Y/N. Get up." You recognized the familiar voice, it was Captain Levi. You would rather not get in trouble so you got up. "Yes Captain..?" You asked gloomily. He looked at Mikasa and then looked back at me. "So you were right." Captain Levi said to Mikasa "I'll let you handle this Captain." Mikasa said and then walked off.

You just stared blankly, you weren't really looking at anything you just zoned out. "Y/N." "Y/N!"  Captain Levi said and then touched your shoulder. You jumped a little but said "y-yes sir..!" "He got closer to you "what's been going on, your aren't like this Y/N." He said staring at you with his hands in his pockets. "I...I don't really know myself sir.." you said tiredly

You were both just staring at each other for a minute. "Tsk." "Come with me." Captain Levi said. "Ok." You said then slipped on a jacket. As you were walking. You were tired and just wanted to go to bed. Once you reached Captain Levi's office he closed the door. "Sit down Y/N." He said you sat down in a chair "Now Y/N." "Why haven't you been eating properly." He said. "I don't know..". You muttered avoiding eye contact.

"You need to start eating properly again Y/N. Starving yourself isn't going to solve anything." Captain Levi said. "Listen Y/N. You need to start eating properly." "I don't want to." You said Captain Levi sighed. "You ARE going to start eating properly Y/N!" He raised his voice at you.

You felt a sharp pain in your head again. "No.." you thought as your vision got blurry "not now..." you murmured as you started to fall. "No..." you managed to get out as you collapsed. You were able to hear certain fragments but you couldn't see anything. You couldn't really make out anything. It was like gibberish.

When you woke up you were in bed. "Was it a dream?" You thought just then the door opened and Captain Levi walked in. "Y/N." He said as he walked in and closed the door behind him. You sat up and just stared at each other for a minute.

"Do you...need something sir..?" You murmured. After you explained what's been going on and your last issues and reasons for all of this he said "ah. I see now Y/N." He sighed and got up and left. A few minutes later he came back with some bread. "Here, eat it." You picked up the bread and ate it. A few minutes later you felt something. Just then you threw up

You narrowly avoided him and he jumped back in surprise. "I-I'm so sorry sir!!" You managed to get out. He sighed "it's fine." He said and walked off. You got up and got the mop out of your closet and started to clean the puke. When you finished you put it away. And got back into bed. "Why me.." you thought. After a few days of practicing you could actually start keeping food down. It was a long tough journey.

Everyone was so proud of you and you started to be your normal self again. Though you still felt the guilt sometimes, but you pushed through it. Captain Levi started to visit you more and you made a connection with him. You were always cleaning together, drinking tea, and helping him with his paperwork. you were always happy with him.