When I woke up I was in a bed. I looked around and felt a splitting pain in my head "gah.." you said quietly "ow.." you said. The sun was so bright and you weren't used to it. "How long has it been..?" You thought you tried to get out of bed but realized you were covered in bandages and bruises. "What happened..?" You thought. But then. You remembered.
"Oh god.." you thought "Is everyone else okay!?" You got up and started to limp towards the door dealing with the pain. You grabbed the doorknob and used the railing to guide you. Your vision was a bit blurry and you could barely remember anything.
When you reached Connie's room you knocked and he opened the door. "Oh my god!? Y/N!?" He grabbed on to you as you fell. Before he could speak "is everyone okay..!?" You said. "Yeah...everyone's okay." Though Mikasa and Jean are injured, other than that everyone else is fine." Connie said. "What about Reiner..?" You said nervously. "We didn't get him.." Connie said avoiding eye contact. Chills went down your spine. "What's all the ruckus?" Armin said as he opened the door next door. "Y/N!?" Armin yelled as he ruched towards to help support you. "Where are your crutches!?" Armin said. "I didn't know I had crutches.." you said Armin dashed off and within the next minute he gave you the crutches.
Once you got a steady hold of yourself "thank you..!" You said hanging onto the crutches. "We uh...saw that you pushed Captain Levi out the way.." Connie said still avoiding eye contact. "Yea so did I.." said Armin. "Oh..yea.. You said. "Is he okay!?" You asked frantically. "Oh, he's okay but he's been cooped up in his office for the past few days since you were injured.."
"Really..?" You said curiously but also concerned.
"Yea... Armin said. "Try and go talk to him Y/N.." Armin said again.
You started to walk away with the support of the crutches and made your way to Captain Levi's office, and then knocked on the door. "What.." Captain Levi said in a gloomy voice more gloomy than his normal voice. "It's me..Y/N Captain.." you said nervously. You heard shuffling and frantic footsteps. And then. The door opened. When he saw you he looked shocked and then hugged you so tightly. "Woah..!" You said shocked but quickly hugged him back.
You hugged for a few minutes straight and then he said "Damnit Y/N..don't do that again..." he said and let go. You felt a single drop of water on your shoulder... "Was he...crying..?" You thought. But you didn't say anything about it.
When he let go he was crying, you were shocked. He wiped his tears and said "don't look at me like that you brat.." he said while sniffling.
After a few days you started to recover you also told Captain Levi about the vision you had when you had "died.. "
All this news was still shocking for you and you didn't know what to do about it neither did anyone else...
After 3 months you just about made a full recovery and there was also no sighting of Reiner, Bertholdt, nor Zeke..it was getting suspiciously to calm around here. But you didn't think to much of it at that point. A month later you would be going on a mission outside the wall. Captain Levi commanded that you stayed with him. It was cute but you didn't mind, he had also gotten nicer to everyone. You and Captain Levi slayed Titans together. And you both made it back safe and sound for the 40th expedition behind the wall.
After the mission you both started cleaning like usual, everyone noticed that you were getting noticeably close to Captain Levi. They all teased you about it but you thought nothing of it because they were just joking. The next day of the cold winter you saw snow, it was the first time anyone had seen snow so it was fascinating to everyone. "Woah!" You said "that's so cool!!" Armin said "is it safe?" Mikasa said. "I think so!" Said Jean you all went outside and picked up some snow "it's so cold!!" You said and then dropped it "cold!" Sasha said Jean made a snowball and tossed it to the back of your head.
"Ow!!" You said and then glared at him. The next thing you knew Jean got a snowball to the face. "Gahh!! Cold!! Cold!!" He yelled. "Hah!!" Connie laughed and pointed at him laughing hysterically.
And then soon after everyone was tossing snowballs at everyone, also known as a snowball fight. After awhile you all went inside and you were tired so you decided to go to bed, when you woke up you saw... dead horses and...Sasha's body. "S-Sasha!?" You thought snd rushed over to her. "S-she's dead..?" And then you saw Mikasa and Jean. "Oh god...this can't be happening.." "it's...your fault Y/N..." Mikasa and Jean said and then closed their eyes. You were in tears at this point you continued walking and you saw
Commander Erwin, you walked over to him crying "Y/N..." he said "Y-yes commander..!?" You said "it's your fault..you should have died instead of us..." he said and then died you were so scared but you continued walking and then you saw the worst thing you could have ever seen.
You saw Captain Levi in a pile of blood next to a dead horse. "L-Levi..!!" You yelled and ran over to him. You held him up, "Y/N..this is all your fault..." he said and then died in your arms.. "it's...my fault...?" You thought. And then you woke up.
You were panting and sweating you looked around and No one was there, you got so worried you just started to cry. And you couldn't stop it. You were just crying and crying and crying. Until someone walked in "Oi..Brat..? What the hell happened..?" He said in his usual tone. "I-I had a nightmare.." you stuttered to say in between breaths..
After you explained what happened to Captain Levi, "Hey..this isn't your fault. Everyone here is still safe." He said, "we can discuss this in the morning Y/N, get to sleep now."

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FanfictionThis is a story about Aot and Y/N stressful journey through life.