Tutor: My Lover |+21|

The start of a new life

I'll skip the painful stuff and summarize what just happened about two hours ago. I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. I'm currently in bed cradling my baby in my arms trying to cope with the pain I was dealing with from the stitches I was given. "Am I late?" Yeonnie asked as she bursted in the room with her boyfriend at her side. I look over at her and painfully chuckle and nod. "You're late, he's asleep right now so lower your voice." Jiho answered as he was sitting down in a chair next to the hospital bed I was laying in.

Namjoon sat on the hospital bed with me to gently stroke the baby's head. "Have you guys thought of a name just yet?" Yeonnie asked with a smile as she walked closer to the bed to look at the baby. "Mhm, I chose the name Kim Eundal. Joon wanted to name him Kin Nam Joon jr. but that wasn't going to happen. I wanted the name Eun, and Joon wanted the name Dal because it means moon. So the baby's name means Silver Moon." I explain in a groggy strained voice.

"Joon? Can you hold him? I need to eat. I feel weak." I mumble as I once again begin to feel lightheaded. Namjoon nodded and took the baby out my arms whilst getting out the bed. Jiho got up from where he was sitting then slid the hospital mobile table next to me and began to assist me in eating the food that I've been occasionally eating every now and then.

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A few days had passed when I was released from the hospital. Jiho and Namjoon has been by my side for the past few weeks to help me with everything I needed. It's been roughly five weeks since I gave birth and I'm close to being fully recovered from the labor. The stitches I received are in the process of dissolving which meant the tear that happened while giving birth is almost healed.

I'm currently laying on my bed with Eun in my arms. "My cute baby Eunnie... You have your fathers eyes.." I mumble quietly as I lean close to peck a soft kiss to his forehead. Jiho entered the room and laid down on the bed and smiled as he looked over my shoulder at Eun Dal. "He looks a lot like his dad but he has your lips and ears." Jiho commented and gently started to play with Eun-Dals tiny fingers.

I nod in agreement and softly chuckle. "Where's Joon?" I ask while looking at Jiho with a concerned expression. "I think he's cleaning up the baby's room and the living room." Jiho stated as he let go of the babies hand and held his hands out silently asking to hold the baby. "I'll go check on him." I responded as I handed Jiho the baby and carefully got out of bed and began to head out the room to check up on Namjoon.

When I walked into the babies room Namjoon was sitting on the floor with a mini screw driver hanging on his ear and an instruction worksheet in his hands as the changing table parts were scattered on the floor. "I thought you were cleaning." I chuckle out as I carefully sit on the floor next to him and look around at the organized parts. "I just finished cleaning I decided to put the changing table together so when Eun-Dal gets bigger it'll be easier to change him." Namjoon replied then looked up from the instructions at me. "You look really pretty today. You are also eating a lot more, that makes me happy."

Namjoon swords cut me like knives, they were so sweet and his tone was so caring. "I hope Eun-Dal grows up to be as nice as you." Namjoon added before looking down and pursing his lips. "Y/n... About our last break up... I want to tell you that I am truly sorry.. I want you, Eun-Dal, and me to be a real happy family.. I want this more than anything." Namjoon added but his words only made me upset. "Namjoon as much as you have a nice way with words, and as much as I would love to forgive you. I gave you too many chances before. If you wanted a happy family with me involved you should have thought about that sooner before going off and cheating on me tons of times."

I stood up slowly from the floor and headed out the nursery and back into the room where I left Jiho and the baby. "He's still asleep." Jiho stated as I sat down on the bed. Just as I was about to take the baby from Jiho, Namjoon came into the room, "Y/n please believe me! I love you and I never stopped loving you no matter how many times I messed up!"

I looked at Namjoon in shock, he has such bad timing and he most times seems like he thinks he's in some type of sope-opera. I looked up at Namjoon and began to try and make him lower his voice by shushing him. "No please don't shush me, I need to get this off my chest! Y/n I love you! I swear I do! I want to become a family with you!"

I internally face palmed. He's going to wake up the baby. "Namjoon this isn't the right ti-" before I could say anything Jiho handed me the baby and stood up stepping into Namjoons face. "You cheated on her! Not once but multiple times! And you expect her to just forgive you!? You have everything so fucked up!" With that said it ticked Namjoon off I can tell his blood was boiling, Namjoon shoved Jiho harshly to which Jiho stumbled back and bumped into the dresser in my room.

The sound of picture frames hitting the floor and shattering echoed through my ears and caused the baby to wake up and cry. I quickly got off the bed, shifted my babies weight to one arm and harshly pushed Namjoon. "Get out.. Get the fuck out! Now! Leave!" I shouted and watched as Namjoons chest heaved up and down before he sighed and made his way towards the front door. I followed Namjoon until he got outside, he turned to face me and the crying Eundal.

"Y/n... I'm sorry.. I just-" Before he could finish I cut him off. "Namjoon... Please not right now.. just go home. I have to get Eundal to eat and go back to sleep. I'll text you later." I stated before shutting the door on Namjoon and headed back to my room to see Jiho picking up the shards of glass. "There's milk for Eundal in the fridge already made just heat it up." Jiho stated which I nodded to and headed to the kitchen. "Come one Eundal it's okay... Stop crying, mommy's got you." I coo trying to ease Eundal.

I took the milk out the fridge and headed it up under running hot water then fed it to him before going back to my room to lay down in bed. "Jiho... Can you sleep in the livingroom tonight? I just need to watch Eundal and I want to sleep alone tonight." Jiho nodded without a hesitation and in understanding my point of view. Once he was done cleaning the glass he placed the picture frames back on the dresser then left the room whilst closing the door behind him.

"Eunnie... Just when those two were getting along this had to happen and it just messes everything up..." I sighed and set Eun-Dal down on the bed once he finished drinking his milk. After a while of laying in bed waiting for Eun Dal to fall asleep the room fell completely silent as he dozed off beside me in which I had also fell asleep. I'll call Namjoon tomorrow when Jihos at work just to talk to him.

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So... There's that.. The ending of this chapter was just mainly to show that Namjoon still has some type of grudge against Jiho since... y'know... He can't have the family he wants with Jiho in the picture.