you're smile is my strength and peace - (seasion 2)

episode 98 - swara's breakdown

Swara have her dinner quickly then go back to her room see clock is sticking at 12 : 30 she look toward sanskar without any expressions and emotion blinking her eyes several times she closed the door behind her locking it then again turn toward sanskar go near him blankly she remember whatever promise he did to her the day of there 3rd wedding anniversary and now nothing is happening like this he is lying on bed lifelessly and staring only one thing without even blinking his eyes she go more closer to him seat near him look toward his other hand where some wires are connected she take his hand holding  it firmly she remember when they was in there farmhouse when sanskar come to she didn't lost her memory and she is doing drama after making love with her in morning when he forgive her and both were having lunch she ask him what Gift he will give her at there 3rd wedding anniversary and he didn't tell her
Flashback............ Sanskar was having his lunch silently swara look toward him and think something
Swara - sanku (sanskar look toward swara hearing her) tell me na what gift you will give me because it's our 3rd marriage anniversary what special you will bring for me
Sanskar - baby you got my forgiveness what more you want now sweetheart (look toward swara with naughty smirk swara look toward sanskar in shocked hearing him) so nothing infact i want you to give me something special for our marriage anniversary actually wait let me tell you what i want (SWARa look toward sanskar) i want my small princess soon so you're gonna cooperate with me that we can get this good news till our wedding anniversary jaan (SWARa widen her eyes in shocked hearing sanskar look toward him with open mouth) what i am DAMM serious Mrs sanskar maheswari i want small cute baby girl so soon
Swara - huhhh here also you're gonna loose from me Mr husband because it will be not baby girl but it will be baby boy just like you smart intelligent adorable and cute even little bit possessive too right
Sanskar - (roll his eyes hearing swara) stop expecting too much sweetheart because i know it will be baby girl my sweet and beautiful angel just like you wifey
Swara - sanku i have one idea (sanskar look toward swara shake his head in no swara pout cutely) Arey at least once listen to me na please
Sanskar - no not at all Mrs swara sanskar maheswari because you're surely gonna tell some of your cartoon ideas i don't want to listen that so keep your mouth shut
Swara - huhh i know i know you didn't forgive me with your heart you don't love me anymore na sanku i know it's okey i will not say anything (sanskar look toward swara search something to bang his head)
Sanskar - stop you're drama right now Mrs swara sanskar maheswari and tell what that's idea (swara look toward sanskar with bright smile hearing him he sign heavily)
Swara - Ohh see we will na record our voice at our mobile wishing happy marriage anniversary i will record my voice at your mobile and you will at mine and then we will set alarm for our anniversary day if we forget also still our mobile will make us remember about that what's say it's awesome idea na hubby
Sanskar - sweetheart you're husband is very intelligent he basically don't forget that date's when you come in his life because he can never forget that moment (SWARa pout)
Swara - so you want to directly say sanku that i forget every special moments of our life for your kind information i very well remember about your birthday and i am first one who wish you that time
Sanskar - ok fine fine now don't start you're emotional drama (swara grin widely) it's your weapon only na whenever i shouldn't get agree you easily Start you're this drama by the way from where you copy this idea
Swara - huhh sanku please na i didn't copy this idea and all i myself think about it why you always make fun of me look i will not talk with you
Sanskar - oh baby i am just kidding na you got serious okey i am sorry come we will record our voice (pull her closer by her wrist and make her seat on his lap swara widen her eyes in shocked look toward sanskar) we will record like this only honey
Swara - huhh you' always think about yourself in any situation right Mr sanskar maheswari (sanskar chuckled hearing swara) okey wait first i will record then you okey because i am your wifey na so it's my right first then you will after me
Sanskar - jaan you want to do compititon here too you are really unbelievable leave it (take out his mobile from his pocket give to swara who smile brightly then she record her voice and put alarm in it sanskar smile looking toward his little cute wife's new antics shake his head then he record his voice swara put alarm in her mobile look toward sanskar with bright smile he smile back pecking her lips softly)
Swara - sanku if you will forget our marriage anniversary na then i will not let you touch me for whole one month (sanskar look toward swara in shocked hearing her)
Sanskar - you're kidding me right jaan you will not do anything like this with your Sanku right baby (swara look toward sanskar shrugged her shoulders getting up from him)
Swara - nowdays you're taking for granted of my warnings na sanku so i will really gonna do this truely truely and morever i will punish you so much because i don't like the way you was behaving with me in office
Sanskar - because you're stay in control at that way only Mrs swara sanskar maheswari so what can i do i have to do this because you very well know whenever you Stay close to me i unble to control my inner desire so what is my mistake in this
Swara - that you behave bossy with me because in between us i am only your boss and only i can behave that way you can't sanku so don't you ever think to behave that way with your one and only cute little wife
SANSKAR - jaan if you're done with you're antics then come let's take small nap honey i am hell tired
Swara - haan haan you will be tired only na after eating my whole body like monster (sanskar smirk naughtily hearing swara hold her wrist pull her closer again on his lap rubbing his hand on her cleavage making swara gulp) what your doing duffer
Sanskar - i told you honey i am hell tired so come let me make you tired too Mrs sanskar maheswari (he pick up her in his arm and take her in there room close the door swara come in sense look toward sanskar in tears which one by one start flowing from her beautiful eyes badly she go closer to sanskar open his shirt button see her name on his chest Kiss on his chest then look toward sanskar rubb her hand on his cheeks and his lips)
Swara - how you can do this too me sanku please wake up na please you know your not doing Good with me sanku you promise me you will not leave me never ever please wake up na you're liking it na seeing me crying like this and making me like this please sanku wake up na aren't you listening to your jaan i swear if you will not wake up na me and our baby we both will not talk with you please sanku get up na (shake him in tears but no use swara get up seat on floor feeling extreme unbearable pain seeing the strong person of her life is lying on bed lifelessly who was her strength her world revolves around that person who is now not even with her when she needed him badly in that phase of her life when she is pregnant with his baby more tears fall down from her eyes she don't have straight to talk now she has become lifeless she became emotionless she became Blank and numb just because of the one person who is her life swara immediately weep her tears hearing door knock on her room she get up weep her tears making herself presentable open the door she see tanuja and look down see naina who was holding door frame and in her other hand she is holding her doll) what happened di any problem
Tanuja - (look toward swara kneely see her red puffy eyes sign heavily) shona this Your baby is very naughty she come here again while searching you and when she found door is close she was knocking it with her little fist (swara look toward naina then pick up her in arm looking toward her)
Swara - naina what happened why your troubling Mumma that too now you' should go and sleep its late na baby (naina look toward swara with her big button like eyes)
Naina - ma........si........di..nai...... Naina.. Wanna.........pay...........wid.......u..... (swara look toward naina hearing her sign heavily look toward tanuja)
Swara - di you go i will look after her when she will sleep i will place her in Natasha's room you go and sleep its already late na
Tanuja - if you know it's already late then why you're not sleeping shona when you will understand that your behavior hurting everyone
Swara - (ignore tanuja's words) naina will sleep then i will also sleep Di you go and take rest now (SWARa turn to go tanuja hold her hand) di please go and take rest na i will make naina sleep soon you don't worry
Tanuja - till when you will run away from us shona hiding your emotions and feelings did should i have to make myself understand that you didn't forgive us after whatever happened with sanskar in your absence here how rishi behave with sanskar that's why you're behaving this way with us not forgiving us for that (swara close her eyes more tears fall from her eyes she control herself)
Swara - di i can never be upset with anyone and you' very well know about me that i don't  keep any grudges for anyone so please stop thinking about this di don't remember anything and talk like this
Tanuja - then why you're hiding your feelings you're pain you're emotions behind of this work at list don't hide this from me shona because i have raise you under my shelter i know about you very well shona
Swara - di please don't talk about this matter na please i don't want to talk about anything i am not in this mood please leave it and you go (turn toward tanuja take her hand from her grip then close the door look toward naina who is playing with her dupatta she place naina on bed who move toward sanskar seat over him see him kneely then see how he is sleeping)
Naina - maasi.......ma.......si........(pointed toward sanskar showing him to swara) sleepy...... Sleepy..... Naina will a...... Also........ Sleep ....like.... Chachu.......... Naina neeni
Swara - (weep her tears look toward naina then toward sanskar) naina don't seat over chachu he is sleeping na baby come Masi will make you sleep beside chachu (swara make naina sleep 😴 who sleep soundly in her Masi's arm holding sanskaar's small finger in her tight fist then swara place naina on bed beside sanskar she received John's call) what happened John is this time to call
John - ma'am i am so sorry for disturbing you actually i called you tell that tomorrow morning we have meeting with Mr nikhil ROY so i thought to inform you before attending this meeting because sm sir don't wanted to do meeting with him. But now if you want to do this but he isn't good person ma'am
Swara - John i don't think so jiju pay you for talking  so much or going against my decision i don't want to hear anything tommorrow is meeting tell LAksh/ rudra/ rishi jiju and Arnav Bhai to present in meeting and to manik and all also rest i will look after this am i clear to you
John - okey ma'am (swara cut the call look toward sanskar go inside wardrobe take her night clothes and change her dress in simple light purple colour sleeveless crop top with purple colour jacket and mid thigh length white colour skirt