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billie's pov

"MOMMMMMMM IM HEREEEE,YOUR FAVORITE CHILD IS BACK!!!" i announce entering the house

"i'm her favorite child!" finneas argues

"no, the youngest is the favorite" i say confidently

"hey billie!" my mom says before hugging me

she looks beside me like she's looking for something. "where's rachel?" she asks

"with zoe" i say "they're hanging out for a little"

"well...." finneas says before letting out a laugh

"what's funny finneas?" i ask

"nothing, nothing" he shuts up

"are you looking to date?" my mom asks

"no mom, we've already been though this. i told you." i say

"oh honey, take your time getting back out there. i just don't want you to end up by yourself. i want you to find your person" she say

"i found her but she's dead now so...."

"don't tell me now since she's died you have decided to stay single forever" finneas say

"no but if i was, would that be a problem for you?" i ask raising my eyebrows

"no, like mom said i want you to find your person. what are you doing? get back out into the dating world" he say

"no, when the right person comes they come, i don't want to go out looking for a relationship." i say

"good luck with that" he laughs

kiara pov

i stare at the test in front of me with wide eyes. fuck. it's positive. i know ive always wanted to be pregnant but right now? seriously.

i didn't even want my husband anymore. i want out but i don't know how. all i think about now is the way this baby was made. i didn't want to but now i have something that ive been wanting for years.

what do i do in this situation? i decide to call my bestfriend, amanda. "hey!" she answers

"you're at work, right?" i ask

"yes, what's going on? do you need me?" she asks

"i'm on the way" i say before hanging up

i grab my things before getting into the car. luckily ayden isn't here right now. if he was he wouldn't have let me left.

i soon arrive to the hospital and walk in heading to the floor she works on.

"hey" i say approaching her

"hey" she says before hugging me

i pull her off to the bathroom. i open my bag before showing her the pregnancy test.

"oh my god! congrats!" she smiles looking at meshe looks so happy. if only she knew everything.

amanda noticed my face before asking "what's wrong?"

"i-nothing" i say

"are you sure?"she asks

"yes" i nod trying to hold in my tears

"positive?" she asks

"i assure you im fine" i give her a small smile

"you didn't actually want to get pregnant did you?" she asks

"i did but that was before-never mind" i say

"tell me" she begs

"i can't" i say

"why can't you tell me anything all of a sudden? we've been telling each other everything." she say concerned

"i don't wanna talk about it. can you just drop it please?" i suggest

"i love you and i'll help you through everything,you think ayden will be happy?"

"i don't know" i say looking down

i know for a fact he will hit me no matter what he's feeling.

"i have to go" i say as i notice it was time for ayden to get home

"why? you can stay more" she suggests

"i cant" i shake my head

"why?" she asks

"i-uh--i have food cooking at the house" i say before mentally slapping myself for that lame ass excuse.

"you would never,girl stop coming up with excuses" she laughs

"fine" i agree

"yayyyy"she say grabbing my hand before pulling me out the bathroom.

well....

~

i enter the house to see ayden sitting in a chair waiting for me with an empty shot glass in his hand.

"why weren't you here when i got here?" he ask looking me dead in the eyes

"i was with amanda" i confess

"did i say you could hang with amanda?" he asks

"i mean...she's my bestfriend." i say

"what did i tell you? you stay here. you don't go ANYWHERE without me." he say

i don't say anything and he scoffs. he stand up and walks over to me. "you really think you can do anything don't you?" he asks and fear takes over me

"i'm pregnant" i quickly say. he steps back, away from me. "really?" he asks

"yes" i nod

"hm okay" he say

"what do you mean by that?" i ask him.

"i'll take good care of the child" he say smiling

"for real?" i ask almost smiling...just almost. does this mean he'll stop now since i'm pregnant?

"yes, i love you" he kisses me

i smile for response not really sure what to say or do in the moment. suddenly his hand wraps around my throat "fucking say it back"

"i love you too" i say wincing from the pain. he pushes me down to the floor before walking away upstairs.

okay, i'm guessing things don't change.

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