playing with fire

chapter 5

"im sorry"

i plea try to get him to forgive me like it hadn't happened, but i guess it did and i couldnt fix that i cannot change the past not even if it was for a moment so i guess i have to live with the choices i had made and now this is what i have to deal with a very angry mister .......oops

"you cant just thrust things like that on me it takes me by surprise ...... thrust its a man word is thrust ..thrust ..thrust ..thrust "

his finger went to my lips

"please stop saying that word listen i am fine really dont worry its fine it didnt hurt that much but damn you do have a good punch i will give you that"

kinda proud of myself a smile crept onto my lips

"please let me clean you up"

taking his hand and leading him upstairs i looked back at him and all he did wiggle his eyebrows at me

"not like that tramp"

i just rolled my eyes at him and pulled his hand harder making him trip a couple of steps

"oi bitch"

he laughed making me laugh his his laugh was so contagious like it wasnt real like its to nice to be real to cute to be real the was his eyes close and the little wrinkles at the side of his eyes and his dimples omg his dimples the way his his shoulders drop he just looks so peaceful....

"why dont you go get a shower and i will find you some clothes you can borrow?"

he just nodded and walked off to go get a shower and i walked into my room and just kind of slumped onto my bed and closed my eyes thinking about life and how shit it can be at times but i also think that it has its good points too

like have you ever laid there and thought what if the world didnt turn or what if love didnt excist yeah it would be a nice thought to never be heartbroken but also i wouldnt be able to be completely ib love with him with the one and only

the love of my life

luke hemmings .......

a/n so guys i am sorry not updated in a while had a lot of stuff going on but have a new laptop so yeah should be able to update alot more