"Be on the side that saves people. If both sides are the same, become a good man. Save the weak, and protect the orphans. Neither good nor evil means much to you, I know... But that makes you at least a little bit better." -Oda Sakunosuke-
Chuuya's pov
Sometimes after I finished my mission, I often go to the park to be alone. Alone from Dazai. Alone from everyone. This place is so lively. I enjoy seeing everyone have fun with their family or with their friends together. That day just as usual after going on a mission I come here to have time to be alone. While I enjoy the scenery, I heard someone calling my name from behind.
"You Nakahara Chuuya right?"
I turned and see a person with azure eyes and dark red hair. If I remember correctly he is a low-ranked Port Mafia member. His name is...
"If I'm not wrong, your name is Oda Sakunosuke right?"
He smiles at me. So I'm true.
"Did Dazai tell you about me?"
"A lot. He kept on blabbing that you are his friend here and there." I sighed.
"Well, that's just how he is. It must be hard to stand him." he chuckled.
"Haih..... Really. REALLY HARD." Oda chuckled again when he sees me always sighed when talking about Dazai.
"When I see you, I can tell you just like how rumors describe you. Say, you are happy when you see other people happy, right? And you will do anything to make them happy. Because their happiness is your happiness too.". I just smile at him. "You are a good person, Nakahara."
"Unlike you, I kill people... And Chuuya just fine."
"But you don't kill innocent people, right?''
"......" Silent. That question really caught me off guard. huh.
"You know what? It's kinda refreshing to talk with you." He smiled then look at the sky. And whispered, "If only there's next time I got to meet you again, I hope we can be friends." I hear it and tilt my head. "Why? We can just be friends right here right now." Oda looked at me like he didn't expect me to say that. Then chuckled. "Right. Then you can just call me Odasaku." I nodded.
"Chuuya. Do you know why I don't want to kill people?"
"Hmm... Why?" I asked him.
He smiled. But his eyes are not. "I have a dream. When I quit the Mafia and being able to do anything I want, I will sit at a desk in a room with a view of the ocean. I want to be a novelist. A certain man once told me that writing novels is like writing people. You cannot write about someone's life after you rob theirs. That's why I will never kill again... Chuuya, how about you? What do you want to do?"
"Me? Hmm.... dunno. I just want to assist Mori-san to rule Port Mafia and protect Yokohama."
"Chuuya. I want to give you a piece of advice as a friend. It's a waste for you to stay here. You're too good to stay at Mafia. I hope you stay at the side that saves people. But... It's your choice you know." He said as he smiled at me.
".............." I stood still looking at Odasaku. This is the first time I got advice from a friend.
"You know right? When we hang out together, Dazai often talks about you."
"Ha? I doubt he says anything good about me. Itch, shitty mackerel." I said rolling my eyes.
Odasaku whispers something that I couldn't hear. I think I heard the word 'dense' or maybe it was just my imagination. Then he giggled, "Would you look at it? It's already this late. I need to leave. Goodbye, Chuuya." He turned around and leave me behind.
"Yeah, see you later Odasaku!" then I give him a wave. Odasaku suddenly stopped from stepping away and turned to me. "Y-yeah." He forced a fake smile and wave back at me before leaving.
Why did he fake a smile? But I guess I understand Dazai a little. Odasaku really is a nice person.
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That day is the day when I befriend Odasaku and little did I know that day is the last time I could see him
3rd person's pov
- Three weeks later -
"WHAT? Odasaku died?!'
"Yeah." said Mori as he rest his chin in his palm. Then he realized Chuuya's face has gone pale. "Chuuya, are you okay?"
"I-I'm okay boss" Chuuya look down not wanting to make eye contact with Mori.
He hummed as he see behind that lie. "What is your relationship with him, Chuuya-kun?"
"I.... am his friend."
"friend..." Mori muttered. "Then you will follow his advice right?"
"huh?" he tilts his head.
"You are a good person, Chuuya. You should be free you know. You shouldn't let Mafia take your freedom. And that is your choice, Chuuya. So in the future, if you betray the Port Mafia, I will not be mad at you."
"What?! What do you mean Mori-san? I will never-"
Mori smiles at Chuuya. "You understand it later. You can go now."
"Yes, Mori- san." Chuuya bow to Mori then left the room.
And that's when everything starts to go wrong.
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