Excuse me, Nevermind

Chapter 9

He should say goodbye to Army; it's not their fault he was in this situation. That crazy girl wasn't an Army; no Army would have done what she did. Jimin brushed his hair back, it looked like crap, but he didn't care. This would be the last thing he did before he left this world. He can't survive without her; he felt like his world collapsed the day the Doctor told him that he needed to leave her to save her.

Jimin logged onto V Live. At first, he didn't say anything; he just stared at the reflection. He looked so much worse than he thought. Comments immediately came in: 'We missed you. Are you okay? Jiminah, you lost so much weight.'

There were thousands of them, and he couldn't keep up. Tears started falling: "I'm sorry I've been absent, Army. These past months have been the hardest months of my life. I lost not only my baby but my soulmate as well. Because of the accident, she can't be with me, and I can't survive without her. She's my heart, my soul. The other half of me. I love you guys, but I can't do this anymore." 

He got down on the ground and bowed all the way to the floor. He figured they'd leave. He was bowing and crying his eyes out, but they stayed the entire time. He got up long after the feeling left his body and turned it off. He looked around his room. Tonight, he was going to do it when everyone was asleep.

Dez got the notification that Jimin was doing a V Live; she left the room since Laska was resting and watching. He looked like hell; when he bowed down, she called Tae. This couldn't wait any longer, Laska was going to be pissed, but she was doing this to save both of them.

"Hello? Dez, isn't it in the middle of the night in Florida?" All of the guys' eyes snapped to Tae. They knew that he was in love with Dez, and they also knew that the two broke up just so they wouldn't hurt their best friends more.

"Tae, turn on V Live right now." He snapped his fingers and asked for Jungkook's phone. He immediately went to the app and turned it on.

"What is this? Why is Jimin bowing?"

"Tae, listen to me; we are in Seoul. Laska is about to head into surgery in a few hours."

"I thought she couldn't do it because of the risk?"

"Jimin is going to kill himself; if he does, then she'd die anyway. Please get him and get him to the hospital. The Doctor said she has a better chance of surviving if he's there. Save him so he can save her. I can't lose my best friend."

"He's going to kill himself?" He whispered.

"If you don't stop him, yes. I'll send you all the details; get him here by 7 p.m. Do you understand?"

Tae looked at his watch; it was five now. "I can do that. Dez, I missed you, and thank you for calling."

"I missed you too, she's going to be pissed that I did this. But we can deal with that later."

Tae told the others that he had to go. Something came up, and he promised he would fill them in later. They were all concerned, but they let him go. He wasn't even surprised that Kook was following him. "Is Jimin going to be okay?"

"He will be; we need to get home as fast as possible."

They rushed to their manager and told him to get them home quickly. They ran into the house and banged on Jimin's door, "I know what you are planning asshole, and if you think for one second that I'll let you go through with it, then you don't know me very well."

"Go away, Tae," Jimin whispered from the other side of the door. If Tae's senses weren't so heightened due to him freaking the hell out, he wouldn't have heard him. 

"Do you want her back? Do you want to see Laska?"

Jimin groaned in pain, "You know I do, more than anything, but I can't. It will kill her."