Excuse me, Nevermind

Chapter 11

She chattered away while cutting his hair, which almost lulled him to sleep. Sunny has always been such a comforting presence in his life, and it's not like she hasn't cut his hair while he was asleep before. She tapped him on the shoulder, "Jimin, I'm done. Let me know if you like it."

He glanced up and looked at himself in the mirror hanging on the bathroom wall. "It's perfect, Noona. Thank you." 

She handed him the duffle bag while cleaning up his hair's mess. Jimin dug through it, and she brought him several changes of clothes as well as his toiletries. He thanked her immensely, and after she had cleaned up her mess, he headed to get clean. Jimin took his time and made sure that he was clean and presentable. Once he was dressed, he headed out. There's something he had to do before he could go see Laska.

It was like he was waiting for him. His door was wide open, and he was watching in the chair. "Come in, Jimin. We have a lot to discuss."

Jimin bowed and then sat on one of the couches, "do you want out of your contract?"

He thought about it; he must have taken his hesitation for a yes. "I'll let you out of it today if that's what you want. I understand that Laska's safety is important to you."

"PD Nim?" He hummed, and Jimin continued, "I want to find a way to stay. I love Army, and I love performing for them. It's just that I want to keep her safe. I can't let what happened to her ever happen again."

"If you want to stay, she will have security like you. Her safety is as important to me as yours and the other guys here. She won't leave the house without a guard with her. But I think you need to tell Army. It would be best if you told them everything that happened. Be honest with them; tell them your concerns."

He's right; he's told them everything so far but never told them who caused the accident. Maybe if they knew how drastic this was, they'd understand. Jimin thanked him for everything and said he'd get security set up immediately. He made his way to the studio, where he'd done so many V Lives.

Jimin started it up, and immediately comments started flooding in about how scared he had made them, how they'd been freaking out the past six weeks not knowing what happened to him, that he looked so much better.

He deeply breathed, "Army, I need to talk to you. I'm sorry I scared you, but I need to speak with you guys about something serious. I know that you guys know we lost the baby because Laska was in a car accident, but what you don't know is. A fan tried to kill my soulmate and did kill our baby." Tears started rolling down his face.

"Because of her tachycardia, her heart went into overdrive every time she saw me once she found out who was responsible. Even more so when the fan posed as a nurse and broke into her hospital room to try to finish the job. Thankfully, I caught it in time. But it meant that we couldn't be together. Every time my soulmate looked at me, she'd go into cardiac arrest."

He angrily swiped his tears away, "So I did the only thing I could do. I left her even though it broke my heart. I lost my baby and my soulmate; I didn't want to live anymore. I hid in my room and cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I barely ate or slept. Laska found out through the soulmate bond when I decided to end my miserableness.

She had the option to have surgery to fix her heart, but the doctors weren't sure it was worth the risk. There was a big chance that she wouldn't make it through the surgery or wake up after. But when she found out what I was planning to do, she decided that the risk of surgery was worth it. If I had gone through with my plan, she would have died shortly after anyway. This was the only way for us to be together.

But Army, she's scared and has every right to be. We would be holding our baby right now if this had never happened." Tears wouldn't stop falling, and it was getting hard to speak. "I need your help; I need you to let her know that you love her and you want her safe and us together. Because if I can't have her. Then you can't have me. I will leave, I will leave BTS, and you will never see me again."

Jimin looked into the camera; he needed them to see his seriousness. "I love you guys, but she's my everything, and I can't survive without her. So can you do this for me? Can you let me walk down the street with my soulmate, hold her, kiss her? Will you let me marry her and be happy for us? Can we have kids, and you celebrate with us? Because if the answer is no to any of those, then this is goodbye to Jimin of BTS. From now on, I'll be Laska's Jimin."

He waited, needing them to understand just how serious this is. The comments poured in, so much love. They assured him that the real Army would never do anything like that, and he knew that deep down. But he's seen the comments on Twitter and Instagram. If they so much as look at another girl, they attack them and go crazy. That's not love, that's obsession. BTS are humans; we have feelings. We should be allowed to live our lives; yes, we chose this life. But that doesn't stop our need and desire for connection.

"I can't believe he did that. Would he leave BTS for me?"

Dez looked at Laska like she was the dumbest human alive, "of course he would. He loves you dumbass."

Laska spent the next month in the hospital, and then it was time for her to be released; Jimin brought her to the house he bought when they found out she was pregnant. She asked why they didn't go to their shared home, but he told her he wasn't ready to share her quite yet.

A year later, she was walking down the aisle towards the love of her life. Tears were falling down his face, but he never looked more handsome. Army had been great; they had been so supportive and respectful of the two of them. There are always a few crazies, but that's okay. It's bound to happen. 

They returned to Hawaii; it seemed the right thing to do since it was why they met. They had two fantastic weeks in the same room as last time. She enjoyed tying him up and riding his face just as much as the first time. When they got home and she got sick a month later, neither of them were surprised. She was happy but so scared. He was great, though. He reassured her every time she voiced any concern.

When their daughter was born, they placed her on her chest. Both of them gasped in shock. On her back was a bruise. It covered most of her back and was in the shape of wings. Laska had told him many times about her time in the fog. He always thought she was silly, but at this moment, they knew. This was her; this was the little girl who woke her up and promised she'd come back.

Laska rolled her over, and in the same spot as Jimin's soulmate tattoo was hers, it read, 'Are you an angel?' She had to laugh, "That's the worst pickup line ever."

"True, I might have to talk to her soulmate once she finds them."

When her eyes blinked open, you could see the intelligence behind them: "Hello, pretty Nevaeh. Welcome back."

"Nevaeh? That's pretty. Where did you get that?"

"It's heaven backward; I think it fits our little angel."

"It's perfect." He kissed her forehead and hers; there was nowhere else she'd rather be than here with her soulmate and their beautiful daughter.