Chp 7: Thinking Out Loud

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{Narrator's p.o.v}
Rebecca's mam being a modern parent just like the guys teased Rebecca about wearing Jai's clothes and teased her about getting drunk.

Rebecca laughed off the teasing and perfectly covered the fact that she was dying from hangover and the feeling of confusion with feelings.

{Rebecca's p.ov}

After having a short chat with my mother and after telling her that our new neighbours are coming over in a while to help us out I jumped into the shower and then the hell in my head started.

Do I like Jai??? Well, he has always been my favourite in the Janoskians... I can't lie about that but I didn't know him personally, I knew him from prank videos and the few music videos they have.

Should I friendzone him? But how can I do that with out hurting him???

Beau will want an answer from me the next time he gets me alone but I don't have an answer.

All this thinking made my headache come back but 10 times worst.

"Okay Rebecca get your self together and anyway what am I doing in the shower. I ALREADY HAD A SHOWER THIS MORNING"

*KNOCK* *KNOCK*

"Becca I was just walking past the bathroom and I just wanna say that you need to stop talking/yelling at yourself" My mother said from the oher side of the door.

I really wanted to go take a nap but me and my mam had to start making this place home.

This house is massive, not as big as the Janoskians house but massive for two women to live in.

When my mam first showed me the ad about this house I didn't really wanna move into it because of it's size but now I'm really happy mam picked this house.

My dad was saving money in his bank account since the day him and my mam got married. It was meant to be for when they get old together so they can buy a beautiful house out in the country side back in Ireland where they were both born.

"Your dad would be happy that I bought us this beautiful house." My mam said the second we arrived here.

He would obviously want us to be happy and to move on.

"Welcome to our new home Danny" My mam said when we first entered this house. Now my dad's ashes stand in a beautifully painted vase on top of the fridge as it's the only thing in place so far in the house, well not counting the two beds me and my mam managed to somehow put back together in our rooms.

*Knock* *Knock*

"I dont want to hurry you or anything Becca but you've been in the bathroom for nearly 2hours now and your new friends have come to help us out" My mam called, followed up with a yell from Luke...

"REBECCA WHITE GET YOUR ARSE DOWN HERE NOW OR WE WILL DRAG YOU DOWN HERE DRESSED OR NOT"

"I'll be out in a minute" I sid to my mam and quickly jumped out from the shower that I have be standing in going nothing for 2 hours.

I decided to put the clothes that Jai gave me back on seeing as they are clean. I quickly put my hair up in a high pony tail and applied mascara to my eye lashes to make me look less dead and I was out the door and running down the stairs when suddenly I trip and collapse right on top of Jai accidently kneeing him full force right into the balls.

"Fuck..." Jai groaned as I quickly got up of him.

"Oh my gosh Jai Im so sorry... I dunno what to do... ummm guys help him up or something... im so sorry Jai" I said looking down at the Jai now curled up in a ball on my floor. I was freaking out so much omg.

"Kiss it better" Daniel said giving me an evil wink.

"Bec dont worry bout it Im grand just give me a second." Jai said managing to move himself up to sit on the first step of the stairs. "Are you alright Bec did you hurt yourself?"

"Ya Im grand. You saved me from injuries." I said begining to laugh to lighten the convo.

"Okay so we can start moving you guys into the house." After maybe another minute Jai said getting up walking into the what is going to be the livingroom to start taking the chests of drawers upstairs.

After 2 hours of the guys endlessly asking me and my mam were to put each piece of heavy furniture, that they all refused to let us carry, and me and my mam carrying and unpacking boxes in the rooms that had all their furniture placed in them we decided to have a coffee break.

"Rebecca, Can I ask you something ?" Luke said to me while we sat around the kitchen counter eating area thing.

"Yes. What is it Luke?" I asked. I knew this wasnt going to be a joke or anything because Luke sounded really curious and serious.

"Where is your dad? Did he ditch you just like our dad?" Luke asked giving me a smile.

"He's there." I said pointing at the beautiful vase still standing on the fridge.

"SHIT I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE COCO." Beau started yelling making my eyes nearly pop out. "Joke joke haha"

"Beau Peter Brooks please never joke like that again you nearly have me a heart attack." I said bursting out laughing.

Jai stayed quiet during the coffee break occasionally answering a yes or no to a question. I didn't try to make any eye contact with him because I was still thinking of my morning chat with Beau.

After another hour and a half the guys had all the furniture fixed in all the room.

"Boys thank you so much for helping us out today. I will have to get ye something in return." My mam said to the guys when they were leaving.

"No ma'am its grand we had nothing better to do anyway." James answered.

"Ill bake ye a cake so boys." My mam said begining to get excited from the thoughts of sharing her talent for baking with our new neighbours. With that she ran back into the house to finish empting the boxes with the kitchen supplies to decide what cake to make tomorrow.

"Umm... Jai I'll give you the clothed back after i wash them if thats okay" I said to Jai, speaking directly to him for the first time since my magical stair fall.

"They're yours now. " Jai said giving me a wave and walking out my gate and in the direction of his drive.

After that Luke, Daniel and James started jogging to catch up with him while waving and yelling their byes to me.

"So have you thought about whether you like me brother more than a friend?" Beau said with a serious expression.

"Beau. I hardly know him, I hardly know you, I hardly know any of ye. Right now Im not looking for love. I see ye all as friends nothing more. Dont worry." I gave Beau a hug to reasure him that I mean what I was saying. Beau said his goodbye to be and he was off.

REBECCA YOU AND JAI ARE ONLY FRIENDS. He doesnt like you. He proved it today. Beau is wrong with thinking 'he is falling for you'

I said to my self before going up to my new room to finish unpacking all my shit.

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