Teach Me How To Love Again! (Slow updates)

Chp 9: Night Talks

{Jai's P.o.V.}

"So what was so important that you decided to climb in my window at 1am, Jaidon." Rebecca said before beginning to yawn.

"I heard the conversation between you and Beau this morning." I said quietly.

"What was that?" Rebecca questioned.

"I heard Beau saying to you that I am falling for you." I said louder this time.

"Ohh." Was the only response I got from Rebecca.

"So seeing as I've been thinking about this for the whole day, I decided that I need to sort this out. Plus you were in the nightmare that I always seem to be having." My speech started of so confidentally but as I came to my nightmare confession my voice was not much louder than a mouse, but from the look on Rebecca's face I knew she heard me.

"Ya, I sort of struggle with the same nightmare nearly every night. I know this sounds childish but..." I got interrupted by Rebecca finally speaking.

"Jai, I understand. After the car accident in which my dad died I kept having nightmares about it. They stopped when I started getting back into a good relationship with my mam and when I shared my nightmare with her." Rebecca told. "So do you want to share the dream with me?"

Now it was my turn to sit there with our response. Should I tell her about my nightmare? First I need to tell her what I came here to say. But won't she be confused then if I tell her first that I do not have feelings for her and then that she cheated on me in my dream? I guess that I must have had zoned out for longer than what it felt because the next thing that I saw was Rebecca's hand infront of my face.

"Sorry, I was thinking." I said and then just received a shake of the head from Rebecca telling me not to apologise.

"So are we going to talk or are you just gonna sit there on my bed? Just to let you know it's 2am and if you keep zoning out like that I will probably just fall back asleep." Rebecca said to be beginning to laugh.

"I need you to pay all your attention to what I will say because it might seem a bit confusing by the end. You can ask questions at the end when I explain everything" I said looking over at Rebecca nodding her head at me and giving me a signal to continue speaking.

"Like I said earlier, I heard your convo with Beau today and I just wanted to make sure that you know that I haven't fallen for you. I know you really short but for some reason I trust you and thats why I have been this was towards you. Now this part might get you confused because I even get confused... so as you know I used to date this girl who cheated on my twice. Now nearly everynight I have a dreams about it but in my todays dream it wasnt her but you." I told her. Rebecca looked very shocked at what I just said but I think she had an explanation for my dream.

"Jai, so I have a theory for why I was in your dream. You said you trust me. You also heard Beau's convo with me this morning and from what you said and that youre hear I understand that telling me that Beau got it all mixed up was in your mind for the whole day. So as you tried to stop thinking by sleeping it got your dreams messed up with the thoughts of talking to be and trusting me." She said to me. This actually mades sense. Wow

"How did you come up with this? At this hour especially?" I said looking at her still in shock.

"I'm really good in science especially in the whole study of the brain and all that shit." She said. Next thing that happened was that we heard heavy rain hitting her bedroom window.

"Shit. Its lashing out there." I said. How the fuck am I gonna get of the roof now and not slip?

"Jai we already shared a bed last night. I guess you can sleep here. If you want. I seriously have nothing against this. Like id love to be able to let you out the front door but my mam will wake up and I'm letting you out the window. You mighy fall, break your neck and die and then I would cry my heart out." Rebecca said. How the back are the two of us able to talk so much at this hour???

"You sure Its okay? I can sleep on the floor." I suggested.

"Jai get over here before I fall asleep midsentence" Rebecca said before yawning which caused me too yawn too.

"Yawning is contagious" Rebecca giggled.

I quickly took off my shoes and the jumper I was wearing and climbed into bed next to Becs. She passed me out another blanket.

"I dont want you to freeze. Im possesive when it comes to the blanket." She said.

"Goodnight Becs" I said.

"Goodnight Jaidon" She answered. A few seconds later I could already hear her breathing heavier proving that she fell asleep. It was a matter of seconds from then to when I fell asleep. And this time nightmare free.