{Jai's P.o.V}
BEAU IS FUCKED UP. This morning when I was gone to get the painkillers for Rebecca I heard a part of what he said,
"He's falling for you but he hasnt realized yet"
I'm not though. I feel nothing towards her and I cannot allow her to think I do have feelings for her.
When we were over at her house I hardly spoke not just because I'm trying to make Rebecca know that I don't have feelings for her but also because I just didn't feel like it.
Why don't you just go tell her you heard the conversation and that you don't have feelings towards her?
My subconscious questioned. Why do I always have to hear voices? WTF!?!
I can't do that though. It would make me feelbad but I don't want to be with a girl if I can't be there in the fullest for her. I should be over my last relationship but I'm not.
I don't feel anything to towards my ex anymore but I'm still hurt and still suffer from trust issues.
Some part of me is telling me that I should talk to Beau about his conversation with Rebecca but most of me just wants to go spend the night watching Netfilx until I fall asleep.
_._._. 1 Am._._._
''I love you'' She said
"I love you too" I answered before hanging up the phone call. I log into my instagram to see everyone posting pictures of Rebecca with anothet guy.
'REBECCA WHITE CAUGHT CHEATING ON HET BOYFRIEND JAI BROOKS' I read from the Internet News that I just went into.
But she said she loved me. Why is this happening to me????? Why alway.....
"Fuck" Was the first thing I managed to say after waking up from this Cheating nightmare.
I have them always but this one was different. Rebecca was in that dream.
Why though????
What the fuck was she doing in my dream???
I need to talk to her. Explain that I heard the conversation she had with my brother. I need to talk to her NOW but its 1 am....
I quickly jumped up from my bed and throw some shoes on. I grabbed my keys and as quietly as I could left the house.
I speed walked all the way to Rebecca's gate that I had to climb over to get into her drive.
Thankfully I know exactly where her window is and thankfully its easy to climb up it.
Should I climb up and knock on the window to wake her up or should I throw rocks at the window???
After looking around with the flash light on my phone on and realizing that I would most likely break the window with the rock that were lying around so I just decided to climb up and most likely give her a heart attack.
Like I said the climbing up wasnt going to be hard. When I climbed up to her window I began lightly tapping on the glass so I wouldnt wake her mam up in the other bedroom. After spending 5 minutes tapping on the window with no results I pulled the window attempting to make more noise to wake that 'Sleeping Beauty' up but instead of making noise the window opened.
I mentally face palmed my self. Why didn't I try anf open the window right away???
I quickly climbed in through Rebecca's window and stood in her bedroom not knowing what to do next.
She will get a heart attack if I just wake her up but what else am I meant to do??? Stand her and wait for her to wake up and think im a murderer and start screaming???
Choosing option one I slowly walked up to her bed side and slightly shock her arm causing her to start turning but still in her sleep.
I quickly turned the bed side lamp on just so she'd see it me when she wakes up.
"Rebecca wake up. It's me Jai" I said shaking her slighty harder, this time waking her up.
"WHAT THE...." She began screaming but I quickly covered her mouth to shhh her.
"Rebecca I know it's like 1 in the morning but we need to talk" I said pulling my hand away from her mouth and sitting on the bed next to her.
"How did you get in?" She said.
I pointed to the opened window. "But anyway Rebecca can we talk?"
"Okay Jai. What was so important that you decided to break into my house in the middle of the night???" Rebecca said before turning all her attention to me.
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Sorry that its slightly shit and slightly short but Its late and I can hardly see what im typing.
Ill promise the next update will me better. Xx
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Fanfiction''I don't want to get into a relationship until I can be there in the fullest for my dream girl.'' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He's been stupid, He's been hurt. 19 Year old Jai Brooks fell in love two years ago, like many other's he thought it was the love of his...
