I probably do like women. I can imagine myself being in a relationship with a woman. I can imagine myself even marrying a woman, kissing one, and having sexual intercourses with one.
I currently have a crush on a girl. I might even be in love. but, I never really feel those "butterflies" in my stomach. I never really blush around her. I've flirted with her. Most were jokes, some were subtle. She's even flirted back. She used to. When she was questioning her sexuality. A while ago she told me she was straight. Which I have no problem with. It's not like i wanted a relationship with her. I don't even want one now. but it hurt for some reason.
theres a 88% chance that i like girls. I'm just not really nervous around them, i guess?
I'll update this if my feelings changed.
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a stranger's sexuality journal.
Romansahi. i decided to make a journal about me trying to figure out my sexuality on the internet. why? why not. by the way i am a female and i use he/she pronouns :)
