NOTES to MYSELF and EVERYBODY else AND everything RANDOM

Addressed To Myself, Not Anyone Else. I'm Fine.

Kind words,

Compliments...

Swearing slurs,

Arguments...

People can change in an instant,

From happiness to Disappointment.

Why does everything I try to help screw up?

Am I just not Good enough?

I try to be but sometimes I get snuffed

I try not to be all 'Me, Me, Me'

I try hard not to be...

I try to keep THEM happy

I try to not be snappy...

but...Can't I be sad sometimes?

Can't I be worth more than just a shoulder to cry on?

i HATE it,

When I feel like i'm just annoying,

Like a black headed zit.

Messing everything up, hurting.

I

 Just...

Want to show my true Emotions

To show more than a Smile.