PERSONAL CONFLICT

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I know suicide will not be the solution,
I like to live and I want to die,
how do I live without happiness,
why doesn’t something happen in the agony of this hour,
how to disappear without hurting desire,
the joy that is nothing in my existence.

I don’t want it this way, I can’t stand the instability,
the turbulence between laughter and tears.
I feel the need to scream but… it’s ugly,
they’ll think I went crazy in one of the scales.

I don’t care about the night or the dawn,
a passing smile it’s useless
in the intense pain.


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