the past we have

Chapter 7

Bucky stands up and you two start walking back to the apartment on a country road.
You start talking while you two keep walking.

"I swear to you, if you drop any word about how 'hot' it was when u laid on top of me. I'm gonna kill you James Buchanan Barnes." You say. In your peripheral angle you can see him smile.

"My whole name? Do I need to be scared?" He asks.
"Yes." You say.

"But I just wanted to protect you." He says seriously. "I didn't need your protection."

"Well.. yes you did. He almost stamped you with his knife. But you were to concentrated to fight the other men that you didn't realise how much help you needed. A 'thank you' would be enough." He says.

Deep down know that he is right. Even tho you don't want him to be right.

You stop and start to look at him. He realised really quick that you stopped walking. So he stops one feet infront of you. Waiting for what you are gonna do. He turns around and his eyes start laying questioning on you.

You look to the ground and start smiling. Your eyes rush back to him, still with that smile on your face you say "Thank you Bucky." You mean it seriously.

After you finished your sentence, you heard a car pulling up behind you.

You turn around and the sound of it caught the attention of you two. It's an really old military car.

So the seats where the soldiers are supposed to sit in is open. It pulls up right next to you.

Sam and the friend of John are sitting on one side. Across them sits John.

Bucky looks at Sam in shock and Sam knows exactly what Bucky is thinking of. Sam starts forming with his lips a sentence and it looks like he is trying to say "I'm sorry. I still don't know how they convinced me."

"U need to join us" John invites you two with a big smile. At first you look at Bucky, but he agreed immediately, perhaps because of Sam.

You two get in the car. Bucky before you. He wants to sit next to John, so you can sit across of him next to Sam. But Before Bucky can sit himself dow next to John. John stops him.

"No this seat is made for that beautiful young lady." Bucky turns around to Sam and looks at him, after that to you. And then, he takes place next to Sam.

You aren't sure if you really want to sit next to Walker, maybe because he makes you feel uncomfortable. But you can't sit somewhere else. The seats on the other side are occupied.

So you take seat next to John. The only happy thing right now, is that you sit in front of Bucky.

The car continues driving and John starts talking to you. "Y/N Zemo.." he starts. "That's my name." You answer a little bit annoyed.

"Okay Ms Zemo-" He starts talking again but you interrupt him. "I prefer only Zemo or Y/N"

"Y/N Zemo.. I love that suit. I looks good on you." He continues. U roll ur eyes again because it seems like he's trying to flirt with you.

U start feeling weird an uncomfortable. "Thank you I guess." U don't even look at him because of the way he makes you feel. So you just look at Bucky.

His mouth is slightly open, his head is directed downwards, but only a little bit. And his eyes are focussing John. And if his eyes could kill, John would be dead.

You are staring at him and your eyes are telling him, that he should help you. You searching for his eyes met yours, but It doesn't happen. You start feeling scared.

"And do you have a man? Waiting for you at home?" He asks. And finally. Bucky looks at you. Your eyes are still screaming for help. And his eyes are telling you, that he knows exactly how you feel. But not only this, his eyes scream anger.

It kinda feels like that he is looking at you only to calm down.

"No.. I don't-" you say while still watching Bucky with fears standing in your eyes. But get interrupted by John.

"That's great, I really like that fact about you. And I like it that you are not a psychopath like your brother. You are more helpful, and definitely ways hotter."he says while he tries to stoke your hair.

And suddenly, all your uncomfortable feeling is gone. You only feel the anger. You feel how it's going from your belly up in your chest. And how it lets your heart burn really badly in your chest.

You catch his Hand right before he could touch your hair. You look deep in his eyes.

"I swear to got, watch your mouth. Because maybe.
Just maybe.. I am- a psychopath." You voice sounds threatening, you almost whispered because if you didn't hold you voice back, you might have screamed at him.

"Walker, stop it." Sam says. "Okay that's enough for me." You hear Bucky say. "STOP THE CAR!" Screams Bucky right after that.

After the car hold, Bucky and you left it. But it seems like Sam want to have a private Chat with John. You don't hear a word about what they say.

"No matter how hard you try. It seems like she owns herself. And I guess that he already chose her, and I know that it's his girl now." Sam says before he come after you.