the past we have

Chapter 13

*eight hours after falling asleep*

Bucky wakes up, and is sitting. His breath is heavy. He had an nightmare. Again.

His eyes rush automatically to you to check if you are okay. Only to see that you are in a deep sleep.

But deep down inside of him he knows that he would calm down if he looks at you..

But although he is calm now. He still watches you sleep. He doesn't know why. But this beautiful woman has something.

He doesn't want to, but his inner Bucky, likes watching you sleep.

His eyes lying on you for a few seconds. After that he stands up changes and wants to leave. But that's the moment when you hear his steps.

"Bucky?" You mumble, still with your eyes closed right before he reaches the door. He turns around as fast as he can. "Y/N? Is everything okay? Did you have another nightmare" He asks you while coming closer to check if you are good.

You smile a bit because he said your name again. But he doesn't sees your little smile. You open your eyes half. Because it's too bright to open them completely.

"Everything is fine. Thank you." You mumble "but why are you leaving?" You ask. Bucky kneels right next to the bed and looks you directly in the eyes. You eyes are completely open, but it's hard to left them open, because it's still too bright for your eyes.

He open his moth a bit while smiling and lick his lips before talking. "I don't have to" he whispers.

He takes seat next to the bet. He still looks at you. "Why where you in here?" You whisper at him. "I mean.. this is my room. My clothes are here" He whispers back as a joke.

"Oh yeah... right.. but where did you sleep?" You ask him, still whispering.

"I slept on the couch." He whispers. It's a lie but you don't know it is. "But doll, I need to make us some breakfast, I'm really hungry Okay?" Bucky says.

And after that, YOU need to realise that this will not be an easy way until they accept their feelings for each other.

I mean.. what did you expect? *evil Loki smile*