GAME OF GUILT

Tanhaa

Meri achai ko kamzori ka naam diya gya,
Farz ko beiyamani,
Agr mahobbat mein sab jayaz hota h toh ham najayaz hi kafi h.

Thunders were taking place in the sky whereas the temperature had turned cold and the high-speed winds were blowing in the surroundings it was a bit unusual that rain was taking place in January but maybe today even god was not able to hold his tears.

It was around 11.00 PM and as the day was ending the temperature was decreasing and because of the rain the weather was somewhat romantic, while couples were seen on the lanes enjoying the weather and spreading their love in the air but as there are always dark side of a particular thing this romantic weather also has one.

Where some couples were just lost in each other someone has lost the word love from her life or maybe it was never there. Or maybe the love was still there but destiny doesn't want it to be. There can be many theories and many opinions on ones life but let's just try to understand her point of view who has suffered and is suffering.

The street lights were not working properly and by the time high showers of rainfall has taken place between the flickering of street lights a shadow of a lady can be spotted who is moving slowly towards the direction where she can find end of her misries it seems that she is not able to balance herself properly maybe her leg is injured she was just moving forward while bowing her head down when the two ladies passing by her, stopped and while examining her from tip to toe one of them spoke, are yeah toh vohi h na the great SHO Haseena Mallik jinke jazbato ke charche puri duniya me mashoor h while the second lady just smirked and commented, ajkal toh kuch bhi mashoor ho jata h shayd vese hi inki bhi juthi kahniyan hogyi hogi varna koi apni mangetar(fiance) ke sath bhala aisa kese krsakta h jis mangetar ko isne shadi ke sapne dikahye aur pavitra chudiyan(bangles) pehnane ke wade kre usee hi iti behremi se hathkadiya pehnake puri duniya ke samne la khada Kiya agar isee jazbaat bolte h to insan pathar hi shi. After listing to the second lady the First one concluded, Vo shii hi kehte h GHOR KALYUG hmm and the two ladies continued their journey further while Haseena was still standing at the same place she was completely drenched in rain and was trying to process that what all is happening.

Kyu har baar hame hamari sachai ka praman duniya ko dena padta h kyu har baar hame uss chaukhat par lakar khada kiya jata h jha sirf hame gunhegaar tehraya jata h KYU
SHE MUMBLED UNDER HER BREATH
"Koi hai yha Jo hamaaaree sawaloo ka jawaab hame desake"
SHE SHOUTED ON TOP OF HER lungs BUT DIDNT GOT ANY ANSWER

BY THE TIME HER LEGS GAVE UP AND SHE FALLS ON THE GROUND AMD WHILE SITTING ON HER KNEES JUST LOOK TOWARDS THE SKY AND SHOUTS
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

SHE JUST LOOKS TOWARDS HER CLOSED FIST WHICH WAS HOLDING MANY SECRETS, SHE SLOWLY OPENS HER FIST ONLY TO GIVE HERSELF A FAKE SYMPATHY THAT MAYBE HER FIST IS EMPTY BUT AGAIN SHE WAS PROVEN WRONG BY THE DESTINY AS SHE WAS HOLDING THE MOST PRECIOUS THING BETWEEN HER FINGERS. IT WAS A DIAMOND RING A USUAL DIAMOND RING FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD BUT IT WAS THE SYMBOL OF HER LOVE SHE REMEMBERS THE TIME WHEN SHE PROPOSED HER SPECIAL ONE AND PROMISED HER TO NEVER LOOK BACK IN LIFE BUT WHAT THE CURRENT SITUATIONS ARE ARE NOT LESS THEN HER WORST NIGHTMARE.

AS THE ENVIRONMENT WAS COOL AND SHE WAS CONTINUOUSLY GETTING WET IN THE RAIN HER BODY STARTS SHOWING THE NEGATIVE OUTCOMES AS HER LEGS AND HANDS STARTED SHIVERING WHEREAS HER VISION WAS GETTING BLURRED HER EYES BY THE TIME WERE DARK RED SEEMED THAT SHE WAS CONTINUOUSLY CRYING WHILE HER SOBS WERE AUDIBLE THERE WAS ONLY ONE SINGLE THOUGHT REVOLVING IN HER MIND THAT WHY ALWAYS SHE SUFFERS WHY ALWAYS GOOD PEOPLE GO THROUGH SO MUCH AND WHILE TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWERS OF HER QUESTIONS SHE AGAIN SLIPPED INTO HER PAST WHICH WAS NOT LESS THEN A NIGHTMARE.