GAME OF GUILT

Holding Your Back

Haseena was sitting at her table just thinking about why Karishma didn't speak anything in the court. When a dark reality just hit her.

She was completely numb for some seconds when suddenly her body starts shivering and tears made their way down from her eyes.

She just pushed her chair back and stood up while taking the support of the chair but it seems like she doesn't hold any more energy at the current moment. Her leg twisted and she falls to the floor.

She somehow comes out of her secret room by crawling and just sits in the corner of the room while taking the support of the wall. She was badly shivering while her whole body was covered with sweat and her eyes had turned red by that time.

Luckily Ammi was coming inside Haseena's room asking her if she needs anything. The time she opens the door she was left thunderstruck her legs froze and her jaw dropped after seeing her daughter in such a tender state.

She instantly rushed in her direction and tightly held her by her hands, Haseena....... Kya Kya horha h bacha? She asked being extremely worried.

Amm...amm..ammi vo.... Haseena fumbled vo....., Haa betaa hum hum sun rhe h, Ammi said in an order to make her calm... Am...Ammi, while saying these words Haseena falls unconscious on Ammi's Lap.

After some time....

Haseena was lying unconscious on her bed and she was sleeping on her stomach, her body was covered with a duvet. While a glucose drip was attached to her hand.

Ammi and Mr Khan who was their family doctor were standing at the entrance of the room talking about Haseena's Health.

Dekhiye, Noorjahan jii itna ghabraiye mat ek mamoli sa panic attack tha. Achi baat yeah h ki aapko iss bare me pta chalgya varna aksar insaan aise cheze apne parivar aur dosto se chupata h. Haa lekin apko inki mental health pe gaur farmane ki zarorat hai.

Insab se yhi sabit hota h ki jo kuch bhi inki zindagi me horha h yeah uska zimedar khudko thehra rhii h aur isiliye inee khudko kitni chot bhi pahochayi h agar aaj inhe attack nhi aya hota toh hume toh kabhi pata hi nhi chalta ki yeah khudke andar kitna gham dabake bethi hai. Khan completed.

Noorjahan passed a weak smile and said, Yeah toh hum bachpan se hi dekhte aarhe h Khan Sahab iske abbu ke jane ke baad se yeah aksar aisa dikhati aayi h ki sab thik h lekin hum bhi iski ammi h hum pakad lete thee isee aur fir pta chalta tha kya baat h. Lekin aaj kal hume kuch khabar nhi rehti ki iske zehen me kya chal rha h itne saalo se vo gham chupate chupate khudko khokla kar diya h kitni kamzoor hogyi h hamari bachi lekin ab nhi ab iski ammi h iske sath iski har ladai me iske sath khadi h, chahe kuch bhi hojaye hum humare bache ko nhi harne denge.

Jii Noorjahan jii inke khane par bhi dhyan dijiyega bahot kamzor hogyi h aur vo davaiya aur vo laip waqt rehte deti raheyga khas kar vo laip ghavon ko nazar andaz krne ke karan vo neele pad gye hai aisa chata rha toh skin puri tarah se damage hojayega.

Aap befikra rahiye khan sahab hum ache se khayal rakhenge ab, Jii ab izazat chaunga chalne ki Khuda Hafiz, Khuda Hafiz. Khan greeted and left while Ammi looked toward Haseena and moved in her direction. She sat on the nook of the bed and placed her hand on Haseena's head. Ammi's eyes were filled with tears after seeing her daughter in that condition when suddenly Haseena showed some movement.

"Ahhhh" Haseena cried in pain and tried to got up, Ammi helped her in doing so and Haseena made herself comfortable while taking the support of the bed rest.

She cleared her vision and realised her back was exposed to the air and also realised a drip attached to her hand.

Ammi yeah sab? She asked in a weak tone, Ammi just passed a blank expression and said tumhare jism pe yeah nishan kese aaye Haseena?