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A week to Christmas, and I can't imagine how lonely I'm going to be. I see everyone spending quality time with their family and all I can think about is how mine divided . I was still so young but I remember I saw dad ,standing by the kitchen door and mum was in the kitchen. They were arguing ,I guess mum became frustrated and the last thing I could remember was that she kissed me and Ben on the fore head and stormed out. That was the last time we ever heard from her. This Christmas, its going to be eighteen years she left us.
After mum left,dad became so violent that I had to run away leaving Ben behind which constantly reminds me that I'm just like mum. leaving him in that house with that monster, without thinking about what will happen to him. I tried to go back for him but couldn't stop thinking about what dad could do if I step back in that house. Those memories still gives me nightmares that makes my heart pound when I wake up. with time,I convinced myself that Ben was going to survive and always hoped he'll forgive me.

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