♡ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʙʟᴜᴇ♡ (ɴᴀɢɪꜱᴀ ꜱʜɪᴏᴛᴀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ) (DISCONTINUED!!)

Just a Nightmare?

(Y/N's POV)

It has been a week since the nightmare you had— You still couldn't forget about it. You tried to brush it off and say that a nightmare is just a nightmare.

 You got off from the train station along with Nagisa— it was the beginning of summer and it was a warm morning for the two of you. Your walk to school was silent but it was peaceful. You plugged your earphones into your ears and shuffled your playlist.

You and Nagisa entered the school gate and stumbled onto some Class B bullies— and you both thought it would be a peaceful morning

"Well if it isn't the Class E retards! How's life in hell?" One of them gave you a smug grin and you gave them a bored expression and continued walking to class with Nagisa still next to you

You could tell they were pissed from getting ignored. You felt a hand forcefully grab your shoulder "Hey! How dare you igno-"

You pointed a sharp pencil that you had in your pocket up to their chin, not looking at them. Nagisa turned his head to glance at them— he smiled at them with eyes filled with bloodlust. "Careful, we don't want anyone to get hurt now do we?"

The bully shakily let go of your shoulder and stepped back looking horrified. Once you know it's safe you twirled the sharp pencil in your hand and pop it back into your pocket. You and Nagisa continued to walk to class, not looking back at the terrified students.

Nagisa let out a heavy sigh "We can't get to class without getting picked on can we?" You giggled at that

"Well, we underdogs have to look out for each other" You gave Nagisa a warm smile, telling him that you have his back.

You looked away from him and looked down

"Even if you are looking out for me, it's probably so that you can humiliate me later on. Dang it Nagisa... tell me you hate me already. You've probably wanted to say that for a long time"

Nagisa probably noticed your sudden change of behavior when he asked you "What's wrong?" with a concerned look on his face 

You turned to him and gave him a fake smile "Yeah, I'm fine! I was just thinking about something"

"But even if you are faking this friendship, I... don't want to stop..."

Ever since you had that nightmare last week, you couldn't stop thinking that everybody hates you and is against you— as if everyone is faking their friendship with you and is only pretending either out of pity or so that they can destroy you until then...

The reason why you moved to Kunugigaoka is because of the past trauma you had back in your old school— you had friends that you fully trusted, friends that you shared all of your secrets...

Until they showed their true selves...

It made you quit school for months. Your parents tried to convince you to go back but you never agreed— telling them that you never want to return to that hellhole ever again

Your parents worked here in Tokyo when you lived in the next city— so they always had to leave early to get to work on time until they chose to move thus getting you transferred to a new school in hopes of getting new friends. So far, you've been happy

You completely forgot about your old school until it came back to you in the form of a nightmare— and it's back to haunt you once more.

You've thought something looked off with how your friends treat you— you don't know what, but it just felt... off. As if they're putting on a mask. You felt like you couldn't trust them anymore