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Everything

(Nagisa's POV)

"Do you... hate me?"

(Y/N) said as she stares into my soul, her (E/C) hues looked dull.

I felt my heart drop and crack "What kind of thought is that? Did I... did I do something wrong?" I silently panicked

Silence filled the room as a cold, unpleasant breeze swept through my neck- making me shiver

(Y/N) turned into a completely different person to what she was a few seconds ago- her face looked distant and slightly hostile. She stood still before me with her hands secured to her sides.

"O-Of course not! Why on earth would I hate you?" I carefully taunted out. Clearly, something was wrong- but I can't exactly pin down what it is...

(Y/N) stood silent for a heartbeat until she made a small "pfft" sound and giggled "I'm joking! I'm joking! Jeez, no need to get so tense Nagisa- I was messing around with you" She held her stomach in between laughs and waved a hand dismissively at me.

I didn't buy it.

No offense, but (Y/N) is terrible at hiding her emotions- that smile looked fake. That laughed sounded fake. That bluff... sounded like a bluff...

"Yep, something is definitely not right here..."

Her waves of consciousness were all over the place.

"Hey, the others are probably waiting for you- better go on and finish your lunch. I already finished mine so I'll stay here until the next period comes!" (Y/N) crosses her hands behind her back and lightly rocks back and forth on her heels, returning to her friendly and open nature.

I'm still not buying it.

"(Y/N). if something's bothering you, just tell me. Okay? You don't have to hide anything from me..."

I put a hand on her shoulder.

I could feel her flinch a bit but she didn't move

"You can trust me" I gently spoke to her, telling her that I genuinely care for her

For some reason, that phrase flicked a switch on (Y/N) and I could see her waves of consciousness going crazy.

...Does she not trust me?

Despite her internally screaming, she nodded her head and smiled at me- a fake one.

"Alright! Now, don't leave your lunch box, Karma, and Kayano alone! I gotta stay behind to run some errands so go ahead!" She chirped

I'm sorry (Y/N)...

But...

You suck at lying.

I didn't know what to do at that moment- so instead, I nodded and left the classroom, instantly regretting it soon after.

(Y/N's POV)

Once Nagisa was gone, you hiccuped and fell to the ground- you bring your face close to your knees as tears slowly fall out of your eyes and roll down your cheeks

"Why on earth would I hate you?" Nagisa's voice rang in your head

"Lies."

"That was all a lie."

You silently cried to yourself, not exactly knowing why.

(Nagisa's POV)

I should be asking her what's wrong. I should ask her what's bothering her. I should ask if she's okay and if she needed a shoulder to lean on... but... I didn't...