"cause i'm a young
man after all."
|| ISABELLA||
today, i was going to St. George's park again. the boys were arriving there for the november games. there would be 2 matches, England vs san marino away and then England vs Albania at home.
i arrived at st. George's Park and chuckled as i saw my dad standing talking to the staff. "you've got here before me, lad," i smiled. "hi, Belly, how are you," My dad smiled, pulling me into a hug. "i'm...better, how are you," i asked. "i'm good, feeling less stressed now that you're here," He chuckled. "who d'you reckon will be first then," i smiled. "watkins," my dad shrugged. "that was a quick response," i glared in suspicion.
i'd texted mason this morning and the two of us had agreed to keep this whole thing as private as possible, especially towards our other friends. i didn't really know what was going on between us and neither did he, but, we also knew i wasn't ready for the relationship part yet. we'd be friendly around others but that was it.
a car pulled up and my eyes widened as Ollie did in fact come out of it. i fist bumped my dad. "did i not say he'd be first," My dad bragged. "yes, now leave," i smiled. "to be fair i'm never really on time," Ollie shrugged as i took his bag.
i smiled as i opened the door for John as he was the next one to come out of his car. "hi," i cheered. "bellyyy," John sang as he pulled me into a tight hug. "my favourite Sheffield diamond," I smiled. "barnsley," He glared.
i smiled as Mason got out of his car and he fist-bumped me. "hello," I greeted. "all right? you good," Mason smiled. "i'm good," i returned the smile. "why do you have primark shoes on," i questioned. "do you not like them," he pouted. "no, i love them," i smiled. "good because i was about to leave," he glared. "god forbid," i rolled my eyes.
the players had arrived and Phil, Mason and I were stood in the lobby just talking. suddenly, in mid-conversation, Phil's eyebrows furrowed, looking at Mason. "did you get lucky, Mase," Phil smirked. "what," Mason responded. "your neck," Phil pointed.
my eyes widened as i looked at the ground. i quickly looked at my phone, pretending to mind my own business as if i hadn't marked him up. "oh...uh, yeah i fell," Mason stuttered making me mentally face palm. "You fell," Phil repeated. "yep...really hard," Mason pursed his lips, walking away. "shit, I'm so sorry Bella, you've been so quiet i forgot," Phil's eyes widened. "it's fine, it's good that he's moving on," I smiled.
i sighed as i watched tv in my room, hearing a knock at my door. "it's open," i called. "are you okay," i heard Mason ask. i chuckled as i got up from my bed. Mason pulled me in by my waist as i wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. "yeah i'm good, i actually need to talk to you," i sighed.
I chuckled as Mason sat on the bed, tapping his legs signalling for me to sit on his lap. "it's important," i groaned. "please, just one cuddle and then i'll leave," Mason compromised. "okay, but you have to let me talk," I warned him. "i will i will," he promised. i rolled my eyes and laughed as i straddled his lap and he wrapped his arms around my torso, and my hands rested in his hair, massaging his scalp.
"will you stand
by me?"
"i know this has all been well and good and i really like how things are between us right now, we're just chilling, but, i want you to be honest me when i am being unreasonable or you're confused by all of this, i do want to get back with you at some point and it's annoying because I'm not ready yet, but, i also like how this is because it's no pressure and no one knows and we're not together but we are in a way but i just feel bad because i don't feel like you should wait around for me, because that's not fair on you, d'you know what i mean? like you deserve to be with someone who can be at your beck and call 24 hours of the day, anyway, yeah do you not what im saying?" I rambled. "are you done," Mason smirked.
"yes," I responded. "i know what you mean, i know what you're getting at, but, no, i want to be with you, i want to wait for you, i don't care if it's for a million years, stop worrying, stop being so hard on yourself, have a break, relax," Mason simply stated. my eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "seriously," i asked. "seriously," He smiled. "oh thank god," i sighed in relief. "are you coming back down, my best friend Dele's arrived." he fake gagged.
"cant you stay here for five minutes," I pleaded. "i've got training in half an hour," Mason groaned. "yeah so just sit with me like this for 5 minutes," i smiled. "5 minutes?" He asked. "yeah," I replied. "yeah?" He raised his eyebrows at me. "yeah," i repeated. "yeah?" He smirked as he began to tickle me. "yeah," i said as i began to laugh.
Mason and i had finished talking after about 10 minutes. "okay, i need to go now," Mason smiled. "okay," I pouted. "don't," he groaned. "i'm joking, i'm joking," I chuckled. "give me a kiss," he mumbled. i smiled as i pecked his lips a few times. as i pulled away, he brought his hand to my jaw, pulling me into a longer, warmer kiss, the kiss began to get more heated as his hand went to my hips, moving them against him making the both of us moan in unison. "no, you need to go to training," i smiled as i pulled away. "okay, okay, i'm going," he smiled as he pecked my lips a few more times.
Mason stood up, still holding me in his arms as my legs wrapped around his waist. he gently placed me down so i was stood up. Mason pulled me into his arms again, my head buried in his chest. "you're awfully clingy today," i stated. "and what," Mason responded. "okay, i'll see you later, i love you," he smiled as he pulled away from me, walking to the door. "i love you," i mumbled. "huh," he smiled. "i love you," i glared. "nah i can't hear you speak up a bit," he smirked. "i love you," i groaned. "thought so," he winked, reaching for the door.
"Mase where are you," i heard my brother call. "shit," i whispered. Suddenly, Raz opened the door and both Mason and I'd eyes widened. Raz's shocked face soon turned into a smirk. "oi i knew it," Raz yelled. i quickly walked towards the door, pulling my brother in by his arm. "ouch man," Raz scolded, slapping my hand.
"no one and i mean no one, can know," i warned him. "what the fuck, why not, bruv," Raz's eyes furrowed. "we're not back together, we're taking it slow and if everyone finds out it'll ruin it, we wanna keep it on the low, Raz, please," Mason begged. "only cause i can't say no to that face, innit," Raz smiled. "you lot are so cute, why don't you two just get together," I asked. "shut up," They said in unison. "go to training, i'll be down in a sec, i need to sort out work with my dad," I waved them off. "if you don't come down in 10 minutes i'm punching Dele," Mason called as they both left. "shush," i chuckled.
AN: this chapter was so pointless lol
