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"haven't felt like this my dear since can't remember when."
|| ISABELLA ||
today, england were playing Albania at home, i was genuinely feeling excited about today's match. it didn't seem to be a tough match but i knew it'd be a good one. i strolled down the steps and was met by a huge smile from my best friend.
"i didn't know you was coming," i smiled as a pulled her into a hug. "kal's first game back, couldn't miss it so your dad allowed it," Autumn chuckled as the two of us walked onto the bus. "how you feeling," she asked as we sat down. "i'm excited," i smiled. "i don't mean about the football match, Bella. how are you feeling about everything," she asked. "better, to be honest," i sighed.
"i don't know it's a lot, everything's been a-lot recently. i suddenly just got attention from social media and the newspapers out of the blue because i'm a model and stuff, which i do like because it's nice that people like me, but, it's also a lot to happen in a short time, you know? and when you're a girl with anxiety who people suddenly are incredibly interested in to the point where they're taking pictures of you everywhere you go, it can get stressful, but of course, i'm grateful, i don't know," i rambled.
"i think that everything you just said is completely fair, you don't need to explain why you feel a certain way about things, you have emotions for a reason. of course it's amazing that you're getting attention, you fucking deserve it, but, i can see that it can be draining, you've got massive lenses pointing at you 24/7, you're on the front page every sunday, your dad literally told the two of us that he hasn't seen anyone get this amount of attention in such a short time since princess di, that's a lot. you have every right to be overwhelmed, don't explain yourself when you have every right to feel the way you're feeling," Autumn smiled.
"i love you, man," i returned the smile, pulling her into a hug. "you lot are cute you know," Bukayo said as he sat next to us at the back. "shut up," i glared. "never being nice to you again," Bukayo chuckled. "mason's longing it you know," Jadon groaned. "what's he doing," i asked as i became curious. "talking to some girl on the phone," Phil shrugged.
my eyebrows furrowed in confusion. this was why i was terrible with relationships. Mason and I aren't even together but here i am getting worried about him calling a girl.
i opened my eyes as i felt a tap on my shoulder and sighed as i saw it was Mason. "what," i groaned. "we're here, darlin', you need to come with us," Mason chuckled. "where's everyone else," I asked. "they all went in, i told them i'd wait with you so you could sleep for five more minutes," He explained. i stood up and brought my bag up with me, suddenly feeling a strong sense of jealousy come over me that i couldn't hide.
