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"No ill eat later" i said with my head down on the table
I really dont have a appetite and they keep tryna make me eat.
"Just take a bite of the hot pocket k and ill leave u alone" whitey said sitting i front of me
I looked up and took a bite, then put my head back down. Chewed. Then swallowed.
"Good see that wasnt hard, u ok" whitey asked
Him asking me am i ok made me realize how ok im not.
Here i go crying again
I started crying and whitey came and sat next to me rubbing my back laying his head on the table too
"Im sorry sissy" he said and kissed my forehead
"I hate him " i mumbled calming down sitting up as whitey did the same
"I kno, but Von gon do whatever the hell he want no matter what... please stop crying i feel bad sissy" he said with a sad face still rubbing my back
I wiped my face and calmed down. Then whitey pulled me into a hug causing my eyes to water.
"Its ok, u still got us tho" he informed
"I kno, thank you" i said pulling back
"It aint nun but a g thang sissy" he played causing both of us too chuckle
"I love u brother"
"I love you too sissy, now get up time to snap out allis sad shit, we finna go get ya hair n nails done, then getchu some clothes ok"
See how perfect a brother he is. Im soooo glad i got him, i really got lucky.
"Ok" i said smiling
For the past 5 days i been crying bout blue. He really is my best friend, have been for years and i love him. He was so nice but i guess Von let his jealousy control him. Ian talked to him since a few days ago. Knowing his stalker evil ass he prolly seen me.
Blue funeral was a couple days ago. They couldn't even have a open casket. And they had his funeral so soon like wtf.
"Now go get dressed, u want me or muwop to take u" he asked
"Both" i teased
"Thats coo" he said then went and sat on my couch
I went upstairs got dressed after my shower, fixed my hair into a slick bun, i put a warm rag on my face to make the puffiness go down, then put my matching Jordans on after i grabbed my purse with my phone and money in it. I put in some lipgloss then walked downstairs catching whitey and muwop attention
"ZOOOEEEMAMA" muwop yelled as we all started to laugh
"Well thank you" i said
"U look nice sissy, i see u copied me in nem shoes tho"whitey teased as we laughed walking out the door before i locked it
