Think You Knew Me [J.M] (Currently Under Editing)

Gone

Jasons P.O.V

Other then the slight movement of my brothers fingers I was numb all over. Danger was gone for now and so was Sutton. She was gone, Missing the guys were trying to find her it had been hours since Alex had talked to sutton and she wasnt picking up her phone. I was nervous.and felt empty she could be dead the amount of drugs that he had given her ment death if she consumed them all at once I couldnt think couldnt breath at the thought of losing her. I wish danger would understand what precious cargo she was maybe then we wouldnt be in this situation.  The door slammed open and Chaz walked in sutton in his arms she was slumped against his chest lifeless. Standing up I walked over ignoring the pleas from jesse and alex to stand still. "Give her to me" I whispered softly "Its ok Jase I can carry-" chaz started but I cut him off "Give her to me Chaz!" I barked flinching he handed her over ignoring the excruciating pull in my shoulder and chest I carried her upstaires up to our room Jesse not far behind. Laying her in bed I crawled up next to her and she curled into my chest. Running a few fingers through her hair I looked at Jesse "How many?"  "Chaz says that their were five missing from the bag she.wont OD atleast she shouldnt but she will.come close the pills are dirty like more then dirty completely slutty if Im.being honest" He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair "I wish I could have stopped her." "Why didnt you tell me? Why Wasnt I informed? This is all my fault I got her started again Shes been taking one norco a day to keep night mares about Tyler away this is all my fault!" I yelled anger coursing through my blood.  "She doesn't like her past its not Something shes proud of Jason you have to understand that.....It started when my sister died maybe like a month or two after....She was very lusty sleeping with whoever she could taking all the drugs possible party at all the clubs well a good seven months into it she OD really bad.....a guy she was seeing pumped her full of Sleeping pills and the date rape drug....When she fell asleep he raped her twice from what it seems it was gonna be third when she went into shock and had a seizure...He left her there all messed up and dying well he didnt think one of the maids would walk in and find her she called the ambulance and well she was saved barely and she called me instead of my parents ever since then shes been the idea of profection for our family....Look dont hold this agaisnt her....I know you guys slept together and Im guessing she told you you were her first and you were....You were the only one she did it with well in sane mind and that she aloud to do it ok?" Lettting it all sink in I nodded and he left that was when I Jason Drew McCann began to cry for the first time since I was a child.

Wow some hidden stuff about her past...