Think You Knew Me [J.M] (Currently Under Editing)

Not that....No Dont Cry...Its Ok.

Suttons P.O.V

Feeling my bed dip I bolted up "Jason?" I asked only to come face to face with my own blue eyes. "Go away Jesse" I whimpered pulling the blanket over my head.  "Sutton why why didnt you tell me" he asked peeling my blanket back. "Dont Dont start not that" I whimpered tears running down my cheeks. "No No don't cry its its gonna be ok" my brother replyed pulling out his phone. "No dont Dont tell tyler please" I sobbed "Its over Its over I swear" I sobbed into my pillow. Sighing my brother shook it head, "Ty its me yea shes crying about my sister yea she yea ok see you soon"  putting his phone in his pocket he sighed looking at me. "What am I gonna do with you baby J" he sighed sitting next to me.  C

Burying my head into my pillow I cryed harder. "Why didnt you tell me about Jason I would have understand I wouldnt have shot him" freezing I looked up at him my eyes watery "So its true you shot him?" Sighing my brother nodded "Get oout grt out get out!" Pushing him off the bed I screamed for him to grt out. Leaving me Alone I whimpered standing by my door when it swung open. Looking at my messy self Tyler sighed and opened his arms. Collasping into them I began to sob my eyes out.

Jasons P.O.V

"Fucken stupid!" I screamed slamming my door shut. Slamming the frount door open I headed for the kitchen I needed a beer badly.  Poping it open I leaned against the couner the beer made a hot burning trail down my throat. Sighing I reached in my pocket for my cigarettes. "Dammit Chaz I need a fucken cig!" I yelled. Walking in Chaz threw me the pack catching it I pulled one out and lit up. Letting out a puff of smoke I sighed damn I needed this. "So hows Sutton"  looking over at him I gave him a death glare.  "What happened?" Growling I ignored him and headed up to my room beer in hand.  Dropping onto the edge of my bed I burried my face in my hands. Im so damn Stupid! Laying back on my bed I let out a breath. She she made me feel like I dont know a real man. The Bad Girl is so so just perfect. I slept with millons of different girls but her She makes me feel something something I never felt before.

~~~~~~~~Flash Back~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pushing a curly strand of Hair from her forehead she smiled at me yawning. "Was I your first?" She nodded interlocking our right hands. "Hey baby no need to be ashamed it was amazing" I whispered tilting her head up I was about to kiss her when I noticed the tears on her cheeks. "Who Sutton whats wrong did I hurt you are hurt" I asked alarmed. Smiling she laughed softly "No Jason Im not hurt" relaxing I pulled her against "Then whats wrong baby" I asked wiping her tears away. "You, I that was perfect and Your so much better then Tyler in everyway possible but I just cant break up with Him I want you not Him Im sorry" she whispered  crying her eyes out she burried her face into my bare chest. Holding her close I stroaked her hair. "Im never gonna leave you Jason" she whispered "Ill never let you go" I whispered. "Round two?" She asked. "Maybe later baby your body needs rest" I replyed pulling the blanket over us we curled up and soon fell asleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~End Flash Back~~~~~~~~

Letting out a breath I sighed "Yup Im def stupid"