✿:: trust and belief

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THIRD P

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THIRD P.O.V

Kageyama looked at Y/N then back at the chart. His hands were shaking as his grip became to tighten around Y/N's phone. His eyes were locked into the chart and he couldn't muster up a word nor sentence. "Hello? Idiot fucking answer me, what the fuck is that?" Y/N yelled out on the verge of tears again. Her eyes were red and her eye bags were clearing then day. She soon walked up to him.

Kageyama only looked up to Y/N's eyes. The e/c irises he grew to love had changed, they were dull and lost all love they ever had. As his glaze hit Y/N's eye she punched him. "Fucking speak up now," she demanded needing to know exactly everything happening. She knew she shouldn't have agreed to coming with him. Or was it just quick judgment on behalf of the girl?

As Kageyama sat there he could only think about the future. 'Please Y/N this is real and for your own good,' Kageyama thought as he stayed quiet even more.

"I fucking trusted you!! The hell is this, please tell me this is fake or old?" Y/N yelled out while punching Kageyama again. She needed a sign that her trust and bond with Kageyama was legit. Was this all in her imagination, was this all a dream? The room only went silent as only Y/N's sniffling were heard.

She soon walked away from the boy, straight into the bathroom. Locking the door quickly Kageyama looked back at her action. A old feeling soon surfaced again in Kageyama. Anger; how dare Y/N take for granted everything they did for her. Just how naive was she to not thank him for saving her from the boys.

Y/N was soon shocked as a knock was heard at the bathroom door. "Listen here Y/N why don't you fucking appreciate everything I'VE DONE FOR YOU, HELL I GOT RID OF THAT HARU DUDE FOR YOU HELL AND THIS IS HOW YOU FUCKING REPAY ME?" Kageyama yelled as he banged on the door harder.

'Wait why is he acting like this to me, it's not my fault I don't know if this is true or just a ruse?' Y/N thought to herself. As the nights they spent together came back to her one stood out. "The day your sister left you," Y/N started causing Kageyama to stop. The two stood still for a while before Y/N finished her thoughts.

"When you told me about her, I felt horrible and felt remorseful for all the things you had said and did to me weirdly," Y/N condoled as she sat down on the cold tiles. Laying a hand on her belly, holding back her tears. This may be the last she'll see her child at all. Call her crazy but it was possible, the things she went through at the summer camp was enough proof.

"I understood where you came from. I mean I should know what it's like to lose someone I love with my whole heart and soul. I lost my first child at 7, lost Yachi, lost Yukie, lost Haru, and now I'll probably lose my baby when I go back to the others," Y/N let slip out as Kageyama only stood there at the door.

"But I'd be damned for the rest of my life if you were to let this happen and got close to me just to fuck me over... I started to love you Tobio," Y/N confessed. The room became dead silent after the confession. Words couldn't and wouldn't be enough to show the regret that Kageyama had.

"You actually love me...I can't believe it. God what have I have done to have you in my life," Kageyama questioned softly as he sat in front of the door. The question was different from what Y/N thought was coming her way. Looking at the light in the bathroom she noticed it move a little.

"Please forgive my brother he's done nothing wrong Y/N," a voice whispered to her. Turning to her side she noticed a faint silhouette of a girl much older than her. Her hair went down to her mid back. The girl also had stunning blue eyes irises like Kageyama and Y/N only looked at her in shock.

'So you're Kageyama's sister?' she thought as she turned back to look at the floor. "Please Kageyama just tell me one thing...What is that chart for and about?" Y/N asked while taking a deep breath. "It was a chart Suga made right before the summer camp, but that day when I came to you with the bouquet of white rose that was me not the plan," Kageyama confessed.

"I didn't want to gain your trust for them, I did it because I was in the wrong for the shit I said and did to you," Kageyama apologized as he voice soon came shaky. "I opened up to you by myself and only to you, no one on the team knows anything," he continued as footsteps could be heard from the room. The black haired boy got up and went to the bed.

"You don't have to love me anymore but please have trust and faith in me, I haven't pushed myself on you without your permission at all since that chart" Kageyama conveyed finally. He only sat there as he taught about everything he had witnessed but never said to Y/N. He was so in his thoughts that he didn't hear nor see Y/N walk out of the bathroom.

"Hell if you don't feel comfortable with staying here you can go to someone else's room or stay with Kuroo and Kenma till the camp is over-" Kageyama started before being interrupted by Y/N's lips. As her lips layed upon his, he only looked at her.

Soon pulling her into his arms he kissed back passionately yet tenderly. There again was the warmth, love, and passion he grew to need from Y/N when ever they were close. The two soon pulled away and only stared. "I'm sorry for acting rash so quickly," Y/N half-way apologized as Kageyama nodded. Kageyama soon spoke up while making a promise to Y/N.

"I'm sorry for my old habits coming back. I also promise to not let anything happen to you or the baby when we get back promise," Kageyama promised while holding a pinky up. Y/N soon intertwined pinkyies and made a promise.

"I promise to love you
forever now matter what"

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