The following week felt like torture. I don't count myself as an impatient person but for some reason the thought of Alan being free again just made me so exited. I wish I had the ability to fast forward time because this is taking too damn long.
One day felt like a whole century. If the hangout was scheduled later I would have for sure gone crazy. Until FINNALLY it was saturday. I spent most of the day staring at the clock, waiting. Until finally the clock hit 1 and I headed to the mall.
I walked in and soon enough saw Ally. I walked over to her "Hey Ally" She turned around "Oh you're here early" "Yeah I couldn't wait" "Why?" "I don't know I just really want him to be happy and find the true one not a cheater like Selene" She looked me in the eyes and gave a weird smirk. I had no idea what that look meant, but it definitely didn't mean anything good.
"Why are you staring at me like that" "Oh nothing... nothing at all" and then she chuckled. I rolled my eyes "Whatever I'm going" "Okayyyy good luck not getting spotted" She waved at me and I backed away.
I sat down on a bench, I had a mask on because the pandemic of course. I put my hood up and pulled out my phone. I kept watching Ally and soon enough, I saw a patch of dirt blonde hair. It's Selene. Then I saw Zane.
I saw the way Selene looked at Zane, and instantly I knew that this will be a piece of cake. I saw them head to a coffee shop. So I followed.
They just wandered around the mall, it was sorta boring. I then notice Zane nudge Ally and I saw her pull out her phone. I then see Selene walk up to Zane. She hugs his neck and Ally points her phone camera at them. I see Selene's mouth move as if saying something to Zane.
Then of course she kisses Zane. Why am I not surprised? I roll my eyes and start walking towards the exit. I've seen what I needed to and Ally recorded it all. I get home and I flop on my bed. I pick up my pillow, cover my face and start screaming in it. I'm so happy! Finally I have a way to end this forever!!
I then get a text from Ally. It's the video. Now to text Alan.
"Hey u there?"
"Yeah whats up"
"So after the thing Selene did I ofc didn't trust her"
"Okay, and?"
"So I set up a test"
"What kind"
"I got Zack and Ally on this"
"Okay"
"So Ally planned a hangout with Zane and Selene"
"Let me guess. To see if she would cheat?"
"Yep"
"Well?"
*video attachment*
"I'm really sorry Alan"
"Wtf..."
"I kind of expected her to cheat but they were never supposed to kiss"
"...."
"I'm really sorry, I know you loved her"
"I need time to process this"
"I'm here for you"
I put down my phone. Alan seemed sad, well she did betray him. I then get a text from Ally:
"So did you send it to him"
"Yeah"
"And?"
"He seems sad"
"Are you regretting this"
"No"
"Good"
"Yeah"
"Why do you care about him so much anyways"
"Because we're great freinds duh"
"Are you sure he's just a friend to you?"
"What do you mean"
"Do you like him"
"What... no"
"Uh huh ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)"
"Shut up"
I put down my phone. Then I look at the google tab on my pc. "Maybe... no there's no way" I look away. "It wont hurt to check" I sit in front of my pc and type in the search bar: 'Do I have a crush quiz' Embarrassing, but I need to know.
I took the stupid test and got my results. "No.... it can't be" I then type another query 'Do I have a crush on my best friend quiz' I took the test "No... I'm not gay" .... "Am I gay?" I could do a quiz but I decided to spice it up.
I went to the only website I knew that would confirm it. God I hope no one checks my search history. That would be embarrassing.
A couple minutes pass and the fact that I'm leaking precum might just slightly mean that I might be a little gay. At night while staring at my ceiling I felt my hand slide down my inner thigh.
The fact that I was doing something like this doesn't bother me. It's the fact that I couldn't think of anything but Alan... That dream, that feeling I just couldn't stop.
I finish, huffing air as if I had just ran a marathon. One thing was clear.
The feelings that I had for Alan, where much more than just friendly.
