After last night, I couldn't look at Alan the same. Every time I look at him the images flash through my head "Man you're really are acting weird, you sure you ok?" "No yeah man I'm ok" "No you aren't" I turned to look him in the eyes.
"I said I'm fine" I blurt out, pissed. "Listen, I'm your best friend, I know well enough to tell that there's something wrong" I sigh "I'm just going through a tough time right now." "Well if you ever want to talk I'm here." "I know."
I really shouldn't be acting so cold, he's only trying to help. But that dream. Thinking about it made me aroused again. I want him. I want him, I can't even deny it. At that moment something clicked inside of me.
I was no longer scared. Now I was just flirty. A mood swing? Probably. At class I couldn't stop staring at him. "What's wrong, why are you staring?" "Take it as a compliment shitface." I tell him rolling my eyes, I hear him laugh "Now there's the Kay I know."
Weekends tomorrow, finally no school. "Hey Kay wait up" I hear a familiar voice "Yeah?" "Wanna sleep over at mine" "Sure man" "Alright see you at my place" I walk home and start packing my bags "Where ya headin?" I hear my mom yell from the kitchen "Alans." I yell back "Ok make sure not to stay up too late." "Ok mom" I bolt out of the door.
It doesn't too long for me to get to Alan's apartment complex. I ring the bell and wait a couple of minutes. Then I see Alan open the door "Took you long enough." I tell him, he chuckles and grabs my hand pulling me up the stairs.
We get to his apartment, say hi to his parents and go straight to his room. We play video games, eat snacks and overall just have a good time. "Ugh fuck man." I yell as I see the game over sighn on my screen "Haha suck my dick" He laughs. I look at him directly in the eyes, grab the hair tie and start tying up my hair "No no man wait-" "Hahaha, you know I was just kidding."
I let my hair go again, putting away the hair tie again. Then we hear his phone beep. He pulls it out, its a facetime call. He answers it "Heyyyy baby" I hear from his phone ugh, its his stupid girlfriend. I look away pissed "What are you doing?" I hear her ask "Nothing just chilling out with Kay."
The camera points to me I give a smile and a wave "Hey what's his snap?" I hear her say "Why do you want to know?" "I just want to know your friends" "Oh ok then" I personally dont believe her. She's got something up her sleeve and I can tell. How can he be so oblivious?
He tells her my snap and they say goodbye to each other. He looks at me "I'm sorry man I can't ignore her calls she'll kill me if I do." I chuckle "Yeah girls right?" He chuckles "Yeah." He looks so cute when he laughs. Wait. Why am I thinking this?
I shake my head. As if trying to shake those thoughts out of my head. "Listen man can I use your shower?" "Yeah sure go ahead" I stand up grabbing my bag. I get in his shower. Why do I think about him like this? I guess this is a mystery I'll never solve.
I eventually got out of the shower, putting on my pants "Fuck" I mutter realizing I forgot my shirt. Eh that won't really be a problem. I carry my bag back to his room.
"Hey I'm back" I say then I notice him staring. His eyes scanning my body. I just stood there frozen, then I gave him a cocky smile "Checking me out are we?" I notice him flush up and dart his eyes away, I chuckle, "Its fine, I'm hot as fuck" I chuckle again.
I saw him gulp "So should we get you a mattress?" "Nah, I'm too lazy I'll just sleep with you" "Oh ok then" I saw him smirk a little. I get up on his bed and lay down on it, he then lays beside me. I pull the covers up and turn to him.
We lay there, I then begin to get closer to his face, our lips just a couple centimeters away. I notice that his lips are partially parted. They look soft.
I then smile "Well good night then." I then turn over, and smile again.
I've won this time
