Down 4 You

|I'm doing me|

Nakya

I woke up feeling like shit. My thighs and ass stung from the slaps and sex. I climbed out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stepped out of my ripped thong and tee shirt. I felt the water and got in. I grabbed my mango body wash and scrubbed my body. As I washed up My mind drifted to Ryan. I wasn't just dating this dude. I was married to him. Once again the tears fell I just stuck my head under the water and let them go down the drain. "Fuck,him." I finished up in the shower and got out. I put my cream and all that shit on and went to my closet. Even though Ryan say he buy all my shit he don't. I make good ass money working as a CNA. I slipped on my outfit and went to the kitchen. All that weed had a bitch hungry. I entered the kitchen to find breakfast already made. I knew Ryan could cook but he didn't. So I took advantage of this opportunity and dug in. I ate my food and packed my purse with all my things I would need. I grabbed my keys from the bowl and headed out. I hopped in my Lil' jeep Cherokee. As I drove down the streets of Detroit I tried to find something to do. Then my phone rung. It was my Best friend Jamyra. This female has been there through it all. From my fights with Ryan to beating his ass. Just last month she hit him with her 2012 Flex. I was on the floor laughing my ass off. I knew no matter what she would be there. "Hey Bishh what's up?" She yelled into the phone. She was always loud. "Nothing baby, bored. Ryan weak ass pissing me off." I complained to her. "Ugh, that bitch ass nigga. I been told you to leave him, he don't treat my bae right." Since I could remember Jamyra never liked Ryan. Now I saw why. "Yeah, I know niggas ain't shit." I made a U-turn and headed east. I was going to visit my guy friend. No I wasn't cheating but I did keep a few niggas by my side. I knew who Ryan was. He was the King of the streets, HNIC. I loved his power, just not the hoes that came with it.

"So when Hubby acting up you gone come see me." This nigga Jason was to mad. He was a Lil cuddy, we smoked together and that's about it. He was a great person to talk to when Ryan was being an ass. I would never cheat on my man though. Even though he didn't feel the same about me. "Chill. The fuck you not bae, we just cool so don't go there." I pushed my way into his house. I kicked my shoes off at the door and sat on his couch to roll up. This nigga obviously been smoking the boo boo's to be talking to me like that. I wasn't his bitch. "Just gone take over my shit." He mumbled and sat his mad ass down. I finished rolling the weed and sparked it up. I took some tokes of the weed and passed it on. "Damn this that popcorn ass shit." Jason hit the blunt a few times and leaned his head back. I looked over at his muscler body. He was about 5'9, a caramel complexion he had a curly top with a fade on the side. And two Lil slits in his eyebrow. His six pack, complimented his v cut that he loved to show off. Every time I came over, he made it his mission on to have a shirt on. The struggle was real not to touch his shit or even lick it. With Ryan cheating so much I didn't wanna fuck him all the time. He thought sex fixed everything. I took the blunt back and let the smoke melt away my stress. I was not the weak type to let a nigga fuck over me. Ryan was a whole other kind of nigga though. He had the ability to lie straight to my face and make me believe that shit. "Stop thinking so hard." Jason scooted closer to me and I moved away. I couldn't let myself go there. "I ain't that nigga, I make legal money baby enough to keep you happy." He rubbed on my thigh. I smacked his hand away and stood up. "I'm not that female, money don't faze me I make my own shit." I snapped he was not about to make me feel small. Ryan dumb ass already tried that. I like Jason but I couldn't go there. "I know ma. Trust me I know a real woman when I see her." He stood up with me and grabbed the blunt. He took a puff and pulled my chin toward him. I opened my mouth to receive the smoke. He blew the weed into my mouth and I inhale and blew it out. The whole time Jason watches me with a smile. He puts the tail down and lift me up off the floor. A bitch heart was in her ass. I couldn't do this. His dick was right by the kitty and these abs were on fleek. "Put me down Jay please." I tried to sound strong but the flesh is weak. Cause next thing I know his tongue is in my mouth and My arms are wrapped around his neck. "Mmm,Jason I can't." I pushed myself off him and ran to the door. I grabbed my shoes and dipped. I couldn't go there with him. Until I new for sure me and Ryan are done.

I'm to good to this ass nigga

Jamyra,Andrew (Jamyra husband) Ryan and Jason

A BITCH GOT SOME CHOICES TO MAKE ALREADY.