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  Nakya

   He kissed me. Kissed me like he haven't seen me in years. I let myself kiss him back. Being stupid and horny. I wrapped my legs around him and let the kissing continue. Then he dropped me an let his hand slide across my face. I fell to the floor and clutch my face. "Ryan why are you doing this.?" I cried. "Why the hell are you here, Nakya?" He stepped to me as I picked my body up off the floor. "I'm here with Jamyra we were just hanging out. " I didn't lie but I knew he was still mad. "I don't give a fuck who you were with. Yo ass pose' to be in the house!" Spit was flying out his mouth. I mad a face and tryed to run out the bathroom. He was to mad right now. Just before I walked out. A girl walked in. "Baby why you taking so long.?" The girl whined. Ryan looked at her like he was pissed. I finally got the hint this chick was with him. "Who the hell is she Ryan?" I pointed at the girl. Suddenly all the fear was gone. I began throwing punches at him. "Who the hell is she you bitch ass nigga.!" I was pissed the hell off. I gave him six years for nothing. I hit him in the face and he caught me around the waist and grabbed my hands. "Stop damn. I'm sorry Kya baby please." I cried and cried. As he just held me. The girl left once I started hitting him. I wanted to confront that hoe to if that was the Mariah chick. Like bitch you knew about me. "Let me the fuck go Ryan now. I need to get out of here." I said calmly. "And go where?" He let me go and I dipped out the restrooms. I let the tears fall as I walked through the crowd of people. I looked back an saw Ryan. I couldn't let him see me cry. No man like him deserved my tears. I quickly found Jamyra talking to Aaron. "Can we go?" I asked her already putting my stuff back on. "What happened boo?" She grabbed my hand and led us out the club. "He hit me." I cried. I didn't know Aaron was even here. Until he pushed up toward the cars that were parked. "Y'all stay here." He ran back inside while me and Myra stayed our asses put. "Girl I know you hurting right now. But Aaron likes you." She smiled. "I can't go there tha.... "So girl Ryan don't care about you! If his cousin wasn't bout to go fuck him up I would have." That's why Myra was my rider. She had my back like a muthafucka. Aaron came back out with a cut above his eye and Ryan on his heels. He didn't see us from where he was. He made his way to his car and Aaron came back to us. "You need a ride?" Jamyra offered. "Yeah." We got in the car and that's when it all came out. "That weak ass nigga putting his hands on you now Nakya, and you feel like you can't tell me. I don't give a fuck what nobody thinks. I love you and wanna be with you." Aaron really was telling me all of this right now. "Can I spend a night at your house.?" I would tell him how I felt there. "Anytime." He leaned back in the seat and closed his eyes. "Ummmm, so who going with me tomorrow to fuck that nigga up." Jamyra was ready to turn the car around and beat Ryan ass all for me. "I am. I'm so done with his ass." I let my sore body sink in my seat.

★★★†

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of  heart - Luther vandross

Ryan

  "Damn, fuck!" I yelled to myself how could I be so stupid. Mariah was long gone and Nakya was pissed. Her tiny ass fucked me up. Then Aaron comes and beat my ass. I knew from the beginning that Aaron liked Nakya. I just couldn't let him have her. I knew she was a good girl who would hold me down. That's why I married her. She was a real ass female. She didn't even want my money. "Hell naw he not getting my girl." I drove off headed to my house. I decided to call Nakya. "What Ryan?" She sounded tired not sleepy but just tired. Then I thought was she like this because of me. All the lying, cheating, and staying out late. "Baby look just come home." I really didn't want to see her with someone else. I pulled into my driveway and turned off the car. I let my head rest on the seat and held the phone to my ear. "No, you hit me. How the hell could you hit me? I'm your wife, I don't think we can keep doing this." She cried on the other end an that shit had me feeling some type of way. "Baby liste.... "No nigga you listen, I'm coming to get my stuff tomorrow and I'll be leaving you." After that I got the dial tone. Fuck it if she didn't want to be with me I knew lots of hoes who did. I quickly called my side hoe Nina and headed inside my house. If she wanted to leave me I didn't have to respect this house.

Mariah

Get your shit together you're making a fool of yourself,

it don't matter if he spends the night, his home is somewhere else

Ain't you tired of being on the side line, tired of getting yours after I get mine baby?

second place don't get a prize when you gone realize

you're wasting your time baby

Ain't you're tired of him getting, hitting real quick, then rolling and

Ain't you're tired of when you need a little change and he lies about what he holding?

Ain't you're tired of spending all the holidays alone, tired of being his little sideline ho?

Do he take you out, do he foot your bills, no oh, 'cause I know what his balance is

have you been to his church,

do he ask you to pray, no oh 'cause Sunday's Family day

- Monica

  I loved Ryan and He didnt get that. When we fucked he was always geeking my head up and telling me he was leaving His wife. I couldn't stand that hoe she had everything I didn't. I left the club and went home. Ryan dissed my ass once he seen his wife shaking her ass all over someone else. I had plans for that nigga Ryan though. "Nina girl are you there yet?" I asked my big sister Nina. We were working together to take down Ryan. He ran these streets and he played with females hearts. Calling us sweetheart and shit. Only to get some pussy. "Not yet, this nigga sound so sad. Talking about come through he even bouta let me come get in wifey bed." She laughed and my face held a scowl. He never let me come to his house. "Anyways girl look for a safe once his ass go to sleep." I clicked the end button and lay against my bed.

"Fuck niggas."

Jamyra

  After I dropped Nakya and Aaron off I went home. I knew Andrew wasn't here he was a huslter just like Ryan. I just didn't have to worry about him cheating. We had our shit on lock. That nigga knew I didn't play that shit. I kicked off my heels and ploped on my bed. I knew Andrew wasn't cheating but I was having trouble keeping a secret from him. I was.....