Down 4 You

|NEW ME|

Nakya

I tossed and turned in my sleep. The night mares were back. I didn't use to dream of Rhyann until Ryan began to cheat. I felt as if my child lost her life because of my love for her stupid father. "I'm sorry Rhy. Im sorry."

Flashback

"Mommy! Mommy!" Rhyann yelled as she ran around the park. She went as fast as her two year old legs would take her. "I see you love." I smiled and snapped pictures to show her daddy. "Damn ma wassup?" Some guy walked up to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Uhhh...I'm married sorry." I flashed my ring and stepped away from him. "Kya!" That all to familiar voice called out. My husband. I turned around and rushed to him. "Ryan, get him." He mugged me and pushed me away. "Fuck you doing with this nigga." Ryan didn't listen to shit I had to say. He snapped and started beating the guy up. "Daddy No!" Rhyann ran over to stop her daddy. I snatched her up before she could get to the rowdey men. "I'll kill you nigga!" Ryan grabbed his gun aimed it at the man head. "Stop Ryan NO!" I grabbed him but that made him mad and turn his hate on me. "Fuck is you protecting this nigga for. Matter of fact you can watch me kill him." He snatched Rhyann out of my hand and pushed me toward the guy. I fell flat on my face. I lift up to see Ryan pointing the gun at me and the man. "Mommy!" Rhyann ran toward me. I watched in horror as two bullets entered my daughter back. Her small body fell. I rushed to her just as I saw the life leave her eyes. "NOOOOOO! NOT MY BABY. I HATE YOU I HATE YO ASS." I screamed for my child even though I knew she was gone.

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I peeled my body off the mattress and stood to my feet. I had to forget about Rhyann and having kids. The doctors told me I couldn't have kids. Rhyann wasn't even suppose to make it. I had my chance and I lost it. Now someone else was living the life I was suppose to have. Ryan was the father of someone else's child. "Your up?" Aaron spoke as I made my way to the front room. I sat on the couch and he pulled me onto his lap. "You okay." He looked me over like a concerned father. I kissed his lips and lay my head on his chest. "No but I will be." I stayed right on his lap and drifted back to sleep.

Jason

"So can you get to this nigga or not?" I snapped at Kool. I wanted to body the nigga Killa as soon as possible. "Yeah I can, its just gonna take some time bro." He typed away on his lap top. I shook my head and walked out. If he wasn't gone help me I was gone do it myself. I got in my car an headed to Mariah place. This hoe left my house and didn't come back. I pulled up to her shit and hopped out. "He--y bae what you doing here?" Mariah was already outside looking like she was ready for a nigga to leave. I always knew she was sneaky hoe so I decided to investigate. "What the fuck yo dirty ass doing.?" I pushed pass her and went in the house. "Hey Ms. Pam." I gave her mom a kiss on the cheek and began walking around the house. "Baby what you doing nobody is here!" She yelled as if she was trying to get someone attention. I flung her off me and opened her bedroom door. Sure enough it was a nigga laying in bed eating her sister. "Come back and join us Mariah." Her sister moaned out. I just shook my head and left back out the house. I hope I get this nigga Ryan off the streets soon. Maybe I can get Na'kya back.

Ryan

 

It's been two days since all this shit happened and I was already missing my love. I couldn't lie and say Nakya wasn't bae. She was all that and I was paying the price of losing her. I was just sitting at home with my daughter chilling. I know I was wrong to keep a secret like this its just after losing our own child. How could I tell her I had a child with someone else a year later. I couldn't,so I hid it. "Daddy I'm tired." Sniyah tapped me. I was so zoned out over Nakya I couldn't even pay attention to my daughter. "Go call your mom to come over here." Sniyah was very smart to be three, she could use the phone and knew when to call for help. I loved my daughter but her mom was a different story. I met Cherish when me and Nakya was having problems. She was there and I was hurting. "Where the fuck my baby at Ryan!" Ugh the bitch was here. I got up to go greet my baby momma and Nakya cousin.

This is for my one thang EverybodylovesM_