Chapter 9

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Change. I've never liked it. But sometimes change is for the better. Sometimes it isn't. Sometimes change comes at the worst times. For me it did. Tom left not long after Wils. Of course I still had Mallory and Evanna. However, Evanna was a few years younger so she was still at school so we saw less and less of her, and then that stopped...she became Luna Lovegood. Mallory and I became really close...she couldn't replace Willow though...no-one could. And Tom...well that's a different story...not long after he went back for Goblet of Fire he decided to move out...so he did. He continuously asked me to move in with him but I didn't want to leave home...not yet anyway. He also moved to the centre of London which really wasn't helpful either. Eventually I did when I turned Nineteen...Mallory moved into a flat not far away...we were in a band...and doing quite well...we were recording our first EP and we will be going on a small tour when it's done. The rest is hard to explain in a nutshell to be honest.

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It was the day Tom started filming for Half Blood Prince, it was at least three weeks before I joined. They were staggering the filming so people joined at different times. Tom wasn't needed until the beginning of November and I wasn't needed until December. I was going back at the same time as Emma...why I don't know but I was.

We stood by my car outside Euston station so he could get his train to Watford.

"I hate this...I've barely seen you at all this year...I just want to spend some time with you!" He murmured into my hair.

"I know my love...I do too!" I held him tighter. "At least you'll see me again in three weeks!"

"That's too fucking long! I'm going to be moving around the country and you'll be here on your own!....Come with me?"

"I can't you know that and It's fine...I've got Mal to keep my company...and I've got more recordings to do so I won't get too lonely!"

"Promise me that you'll call me every night!"

"I promise I'll try!...Come on...you should go or you will miss the train!"

"I know!" He pulled me in to kiss him.

"I love you Felton!" I kissed him again.

"I love you too Lizzy!" He kissed my forehead and walked away.

I always hated it...but at the same time it was his job. I hadn't seen much of him this year. He was filming another film called The Disappeared. And now this...I was grateful for the chance to be Pansy again because I knew I would be spending time with him. I just hated this bit...the leaving.

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The past few weeks couldn't have gone ANY FUCKING SLOWER! We barely got any recording done because I fucking decided that I was going to drop my guitar down a flight of stairs due to me being in hurry and it resulted in it breaking...which meant I had to pay shit loads of money to get it fixed which meant we could only record one song because I needed my broken guitar for all but one. Tom and I rarely spoke because sods law and all that every fucking time I was free he was filming and most times I was busy he was free...there were a few times where we could but it always resulted in him having to leave because he had scene to film.

Sitting on the train was awful...people kept coming up to me like 'Are you Tom Felton's girlfriend?'...'You're that girl Draco Malfoy is with?'...' Is Tom anything like Draco?'. FUCK OFF...I wanted to scream that at all of them...I was just to mind my own business and write a fucking song but noo i'm not allowed! I was glad to get off the train when I did because the people around me were genuinely starting to suffocate me. But of course the fucking Taxi driver knew who I was...he wanted Tom's autograph for his daughter...yes because I carry his autograph around and I'm going to see you again to give you the autograph.

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