My Internet's Journey (A True To Life Story)

Journey #3.1

Precious POV.

B-bakit ako?

B-bakit?

Naging maayos naman ang pakikitungo ko... kaya bakit?

I was harasshed by the someone I use to call "Kuya"

I don't wear shorts or show sensitive skin on my body, but why am I being harassed? The ones I used to wear were panjamas and jackets. Kaya bakit? I was only 16 then. Anong alam ko sa mga ganun?

Just caressing your hand has a different meaning to people who think differently.

I was scared during those time.

Iyong tipong gusto magsumbong sa mga magulang mo, pero wala kang magawa kasi ayaw mo mag-alala sila tsaka nasa malayo din sila non.

I am helpless back then so you can't do anything so just cry to God.

Kasi wala kang magawa..

Kasi natatakot ka.

Natatakot ka na baka pati Ate at Pamangkin ko madamay tapos masaktan niya sa huli.

Think about it. I was only sixteen years old back then, then that's happened to me.

Tunay nga...

Na 'ANG PAMBABASTOS AY WALA SA DAMIT, KUNDI NASA PAG-IISIP!'

As someone who knew nothing of such things, I transgressed.

Pinalagpas ko iyon kasi sabi niya, "Hindi na mauulit-ulit" so pinatawad ko siya kasi sabi niya hindi na 'daw' mauulit ulit.

Then ayon naging maayos naman 'ulit' pero yung distansya nandoon na.

Year 2018, April 1, If I'm not mistaken, that was the time that I entered 'Dummy World'

Someone recommended it to me. And back then, I want to divert my attention since every time talaga nun nati-triggered sa akin yung mga nangyari na ganoon.

When I entered the 'Dummy World,' I became a certified bitter, even though at that time I didn't know any experience in love or how to be hurt. Basta parang patama lang sa mga taong brokenhearted.

I don't show that I have a problem every time I post something on my timeline.

I'm known to be innocent because I didn't know anything about 'carnal things/makalaman' before, sorry for the word but that's really truth.

Since isa akong certified bitter noon may mga pinoposted ako na mga posts doon like...

1.

"Libo-libong 'I love you' daan-daang 'mwah-mwah' isang break-up, nganga!"

2.

"NORMAL ang manligaw, ABNORMAL ang mang-agaw."

3.

"Kung tunay na lalaki ka dapat may respeto ka, t4nga."

4.

"Ang pag-ibig ko sayo ay parang 'San Goukou lang, 'Super Sayang!"

5.

"Sweet begginnings, bitter endings."

6.

"Loving someone who doesn't love you is like waiting for a ship at the airport."

7.

"Yung taong laging laman ng messenger mo noon, hindi ka na maalala ngayon. Ang galing lang."

8.

"Puppy Love. Yan yung araw na nainlove ka sa mukhang aso. Pft." At madami pa pong iba.

Pinapaalala ko lang po ulit na hindi po ako In a Relationship dyan, sadyang marami lang pong broken noon sa dummy world kaya ganyan ang mga pinoposted ko.

So that's it, I've entered Dummy World because at that time I wanted to forget somehow and entertain myself.

Through Dummy World, I met diffirent people from the Philippines.

In every Dummy User has a story to tell.

If mine is just harrassment, yung sa kanila ay literal na ano.. *toot*

I'm a great advicer of Dummy World even if I say my posts don't seem very sensible, but once I give advice you, you will definitely learn something.

For one year I was a potato wanderer in the dummy world. (Hindi pa uso yung mga marites noon. Chismakers palang)

Sa loob ng 1 (one) year na yan, because the "Group Account" was trendy back then, I joined.

And I became one of the Admin of that group account.

And that was the beginning for me to be a 'nomad/lagalag' on the internet.

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PotatoWannaBehh says: Thankyou po for reading this story! Just comment lang po if may mga errors ako or may mali po ako. I'm open for critics po. And you can reach me po on my fb account 'Aki Ray and Aki Ray II' we can talk there po. I won't bite you. Really. Godbless po!